Wednesday, March 28, 2012

Interior Castle: Mansion 6 - Chapter 7 - The Mansions - St. Teresa of Avila - Teresa of Jesus



  The Interior Castle  or  The Mansions  

                 S. Teresa of Jesus 
    of the Order of our Lady of Carmel  
           
                   St. Teresa of Avila 
               Mansion 6  Chapter  7

          Mansion 6   Chapter  7

                Chapter  Contents
 Describes 
   •  The Grief Felt 
          On Account Of Their Sins By Souls 
      On Whom God Has Bestowed 
          The Before-Mentioned Favours. 
 Shows  
   •  That However Spiritual 
          A Person May Be, 
       It Is A Great Error 
       Not To Keep Before Our Mind:

          The Humanity Of Our Lord 
                 And Saviour Jesus Christ 
          And His Sacred Passion
          And Life, 
          As Also 
                The Glorious Mother Of God
          And The Saints. 
   • The Benefits Gained 
          By Such A Meditation. 
 This Chapter Is Most Profitable.
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   1. Sorrow for sin 
             felt by souls in the Sixth Mansion.  
   2. How this sorrow is felt. 
   3. St. Teresa's grief for her past sins. 
   4. Such souls, centered in God, 
             forget self-interest. 
   5. The remembrance of divine benefits
             increases contrition. 
   6. Meditation on our Lord's Humanity. 
   7. Warning against discontinuing it. 
   8. Christ and the saints our models.
   9. Meditation of contemplatives. 
 10. Meditation during aridity. 
 11. We must search for God 
             when we do not feel His presence. 
 12. Reasoning and mental prayer. 
 13. A form of meditation 
             on our Lord's Life and Passion.
 14. Simplicity 
             of contemplatives' meditation. 
 15. Souls in every state of prayer 
             should think of the Passion. 
 16. Need of the example 
             of Christ and the saints. 
 17. Faith shows us our Lord 
             as both God and Man.
 18. St. Teresa's experience of meditation 
             on the sacred Humanity. 
 19. Evil of giving up such meditation.
 Mansion 6     Chapter  7 
          CHAPTER VII.
  1. Sorrow for sin 
             felt by souls in the Sixth Mansion. 
1
IT may seem to you, sisters, 
that souls
       to whom God has communicated Himself 
           in such a special manner,
   may feel so sure of enjoying Him forever 
       as no longer to require 
           to fear 
                 or 
           to mourn over their past sins.
Those of you will be most apt 
      to hold this opinion 
who have never received the like favours; 
Souls 
        to whom God has granted these graces
   will understand what I say. 
This is a great mistake, 
for sorrow for sin 
      increases in proportion 
   to the divine grace received 
and I believe will never quit us 
    until we come to the land 
where nothing can grieve us any more. 
Doubtless we feel this pain more 
     at one time than at another 
and it is of a different kind. 
A soul so advanced 
    as that we speak of 
does not think 
    ■ of the punishment 
              threatening its offences 

but  ( rather, does think )
    ■ of its great ingratitude towards Him
           to Whom it owes so much            [329]   
                         and 
           Who so justly deserves 
                that it should serve Him, 
           for the sublime mysteries revealed 
                have taught it much 
          about the greatness of God.
   2. How this sorrow is felt. 

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This soul 
       wonders at its former temerity 
                 and 
       weeps over its irreverence; 
Its foolishness in the past 
       seems a madness 
which it never ceases to lament 
       as it remembers 
for what vile things it forsook 
      so great a Sovereign. 
The thoughts dwell on this 
   more than on the favours received, 
which, like those I am about to describe, 
          are so powerful
   that they seem to rush through the soul 
     at times like a strong, swift river. 
Yet the sins 
    - remain like the mire 
            in the river bed 
                and 
    - dwell constantly in the memory
            making a heavy cross to bear.
  3. St. Teresa's grief for her past sins. 
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I know some one who, 
      though she had ceased to wish for death 
            in order to see God,                        [330]   

yet desired it 
     that she might be freed 
          from her continual regret 
          for her past ingratitude towards Him 
                to Whom she owed, 
                       and always would owe, 
                so much. 
She thought 
  no one's guilt could be compared to her own,
for she felt there could be none 
    with whom God had borne so patiently 
    nor on whom 
            He had bestowed such graces.
   4. Such souls, centered in God, 
             forget self-interest. 
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Souls that have reached
          the state I speak of,
    have ceased to fear hell. 
At times, though very rarely, 
they grieve keenly over the possibility 
       of their losing God
Their sole dread is 
     lest He should withdraw His hand, 
         allowing them to offend Him
     and so 
  they might return 
        to their former miserable condition
They care nothing 
     for their own pain or glory; 
If they are anxious 
       not to stay long in Purgatory,
it is more on account of its keeping them
             from the Presence of God 
      than because of its torments. 
Whatever favours 
     God may have shown a soul, 
I think it is dangerous for it to forget 
   the unhappy state it was once in; 
Painful as the remembrance may be, 
   it is most beneficial.
   5. The remembrance of divine benefits
             increases contrition. 
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Perhaps I think so 
   because I have been so wicked 
and that may be the reason 
   why I never forget my sins; 
People who have led good lives 
   have no cause for grief; 
Yet we always fall at times 
     whilst living in this mortal body. 
This pain is not lessened by reflecting 
   that our Lord has already 
          forgiven and forgotten our faults; 
Our grief is rather increased 
    at seeing such kindness and favours 
bestowed on one 
    who deserves nothing but hell. 
I think St. Paul and the Magdalen 
    must thus have suffered a cruel martyrdom; 
                                                                 [331]   
    their love was intense, 
they had 
      received many mercies 
                and 
      realized the greatness and the majesty 
            of God 
 and so must have found it very hard 
      to bear the remembrance of their sins, 
which they must have regretted 
      with a most tender sorrow.
   6. Meditation on our Lord's Humanity. 

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You may fancy 
    that one who has enjoyed 
             such high favours,
    need not meditate on the mysteries 
        of the most sacred Humanity 
        of our Lord Jesus Christ 
    but will be wholly absorbed in love. 
I have written fully about this elsewhere. 
                                                                 [332]
I have been contradicted and told 
   that I 
          was wrong 
                and 
           did not understand the matter; 
   that our Lord guides souls in such a way 
     that after having made progress 
     it is best
           to exercise oneself 
                  in matters concerning the Godhead
                         and 
           to avoid what is corporeal; 
Yet nothing will make me admit
 that this latter is a good way.
  7. Warning against discontinuing it. 
7. 
I may be mistaken; 
We may all really mean the same thing 
 but I found the devil was trying 
      to lead me astray in this manner. 
Having been warned by experience 
    in this respect, 
I have decided to speak again about it here 
although I have very often 
    done so elsewhere                                [333]   
Be most cautious on the subject; 
Attend to what I venture to say about it
                  and 
do not believe any one 
     who tells you the contrary. 
I will endeavour to explain myself 
     more clearly than I did before. 
If the person 
        who undertook to write on the matter ,
   had treated it more explicitly,
         he would have done well, 
for it may do much harm to speak of it
   in general terms to us women, 
         who have scanty wits.
   8. Christ and the saints our models.
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Some souls imagine they cannot meditate
     even on the Passion, 
still less 
     on the most blessed Virgin 
              or 
     on the saints, 
        the memory of whose lives 
              greatly benefits and strengthens us. 
                                                                 [334]   
I cannot think 
     what such persons are to meditate upon, 
for to withdraw the thoughts 
     from all corporeal things 
             like the angelic spirits
             who are always inflamed with love, 
is not possible for us 
     while in this mortal flesh; 
We need 
     to study, 
     to meditate upon 
                and 
      to imitate those who, 
                mortals like ourselves, 
         performed such heroic deeds for God. 
How much less should we wilfully endeavour 
    to abstain from thinking 
          of our only good and remedy, 
   the most sacred Humanity 
          of our Lord Jesus Christ
I cannot believe that any one really does this;
They misunderstand their own minds 
    and so harm both themselves and others. 
Of this at least I can assure them: 
They will never thus enter 
    the last two mansions of the castle

If they lose their Guide, our good Jesus
   they cannot find the way 
          and 
   it will be much if they have stayed safely 
       in the former mansions. 
Our Lord, Himself, tells us 
   that He is 'the Way'; 
He also says 
   that He is 'the Light'; 
   that no man cometh to the Father 
       but by Him; and
   that He that seeth Me, seeth the Father also.'
                                                                 [335]
   9. Meditation of contemplatives. 

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Such persons tell us 
   that these words have some other meaning; 
I know of no other meaning but this, 
   which my soul has ever recognized 
           as the true one 
                   and 
   which has always suited me right well. 
Some people 
         (many of whom have spoken to me 
             on the subject) 
   after our Lord has once raised them 
           to perfect contemplation, 
wish to enjoy it continually.
This is impossible; 
Still, the grace of this state 
    remains in their souls in such a way 
that they cannot reason as before
    on the mysteries 
          of the Passion and the Life of Christ. 
I cannot account for it 
but it is very usual for the mind thus 
    to remain less apt for meditation
I think it must be because, 
as the one end of meditation
       is to seek God,
     after He has once been found 
      and the soul is accustomed to seek Him
         again by means of the will
     it no longer wearies itself 
         by searching for Him with the intellect.
10. Meditation during aridity. 
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It also appears to me 
that as the will 
      is already inflamed with love
this generous faculty would, if it could, 
    cease to make use of  the reason
This would be well, 
     were it not impossible
especially before the soul 
     has reached the last two mansions
                                                                [336]   
Time spent in prayer would thus be lost 
    as the will often needs 
         the use of the understanding 
    to rekindle its love
Notice this point, sisters, 
  which as it is important,
 I will explain more fully. 
Such a soul 
      desires to spend all its time in loving God
              and 
      wishes to do nothing else; 
but it cannot succeed, 
for though the will is not dead 
yet the flame which kindled it,  
        is dying out 
               and 
       the spark needs fanning into a glow.
Ought the soul 
       to remain quiescent in this aridity, 
          waiting like our father Elias 
          for fire to descend from heaven    [337]
              to consume the sacrifice
          which it makes of itself to God? 
Certainly not; 
It is not right to expect miracles; 
God will work them for this soul 
     when He chooses
As I have told you already and shall do again,
His Majesty 
     wishes us to hold ourselves unworthy 
         of their being wrought on our account 
                    and 
      desires us to help ourselves 
          to the best of our abilities.
 11. We must search for God 
             when we do not feel His presence. 
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In my opinion we ought 
     during our whole life,
to act in this manner, 
     however sublime our prayer may be. 
True, 
those whom our Lord admits 
     into the seventh mansion 
rarely or never need thus to help their fervour
     for the reason I will tell you of; 
If I recollect it 
    when I come to write of this (7th) room
 where,  in a wonderful manner, 
     souls are constantly in the company 
          of Christ our Lord 
     both in His Humanity and His Divinity.
                                                                 [338]   
Thus, 
when the fire in our hearts, 
             of which I spoke 
       does not burn in the will
      nor do we feel the presence of God,
 we 
      ■ must search for Him 
                as He would have us do, 
         like the Bride in the Canticles
                                                                 [339]   
                    and 
       ■ must ask all creatures 
              'Who it was that made them';
           as St. Augustine 
                (  either in his Soliloquies 
                    or his Confessions)
           tells us that he did.                           [340]  


Thus we shall not stand like blockheads,
    wasting our time in waiting 
        for what we before enjoyed. 
At first, it may be 
that our Lord will not renew His gift again
    for a year or even for many years; 
His Majesty knows the reason 
    which we should not try to discover 
since there is no need for us to understand it.
 12. Reasoning and mental prayer. 

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As most certainly 
the way to please God is 
   to keep the commandments and counsels
let us do so diligently, 
   while meditating on 
           ▪ His life and death 
                     and 
              ▪ all we owe Him
Then let the rest be as God chooses
Some may answer 
  that their mind refuses to dwell 
          on these subjects; 
And for the above causes, 
this to a certain extent is true. 
You know  that it is 
    one thing to reason 
               and 
    another thing for the memory 
         to bring certain truths before the mind. 
Perhaps you  may not understand me; 
Possibly I fail to express myself rightly 
   but I will do my best. 
Using the understanding much in this manner
    is what I call meditation.
13. A form of meditation 
             on our Lord's Life and Passion.
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Let us begin by considering 

      ■ the mercy God showed us 
               by giving us His only Son;
Let us not stop here 
but go on to reflect upon 

      ■ all the mysteries 
              of His glorious life
or let us first turn our thoughts to

      ■ His prayer in the garden
then allow them 
to continue the subject until they reach 

      ■ the crucifixion
Or we may 
   ● take some part of the Passion
                such as  
                ■   Christ's apprehension

                     and 
   ● dwell on this mystery, 
   ● considering in detail the points 
           to be pondered and thought over, 
               such as 
               ■ the treachery of Judas, 
               ■ the flight of the Apostles, 
                            and 
               ■ all that followed.
This is an admirable and very meritorious 
     kind of prayer.                                   [341]
 14. Simplicity 
             of contemplatives' meditation. 
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Souls 
        led by God in supernatural ways 
                   and 
        raised to perfect contemplation 
are right in declaring 
   they cannot practise this kind of meditation. 
As I said, I know not why, 
but as a rule,
    they are unable to do so. 
Yet they would be wrong in saying 
  that they 
      cannot dwell on these mysteries 
        nor frequently think about them, 
especially when these events 
  are being celebrated by the Catholic Church. 
Nor is it possible for the soul 
     which has received so much from God 
  to forget these precious proofs of His love 
     which are living sparks 
           to inflame the heart 
           with greater love for our Lord, 
nor can the mind fail to understand them. 

Such a soul comprehends these mysteries,
 which are 
        brought before the mind 
                         and 
        stamped on the memory 
             in a more perfect way
        than with other people, 
 so that the mere sight of our Lord 
         prostrate in the garden, 
         covered with His terrible sweat, 
suffices to engross the thoughts 
         not merely for an hour 
         but for several days. 
The soul looks with a simple gaze upon 
    Who He is 
                and 
     how ungratefully we treat Him 
          in return for such terrible sufferings. 
Then the will
                     although perhaps 
                     without sensible tenderness, 
    • desires to render Him some service 
           for such sublime mercies 
                 and 
    • longs to suffer something for Him 
          Who bore so much for us, 
 employing itself in similar considerations 
   in which the memory and understanding
           also take their part.
 15. Souls in every state of prayer 
             should think of the Passion. 
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I think this is 
   why such souls 
        • cannot reason connectedly
               about the Passion 
                       and 
        • fancy they are unable to mediate on it. 
Those who do not meditate on this subject
     had better begin to do so
for I know 
that it will not impede 
       the most sublime prayer 
nor is it well 
       to omit praising this often. 
If God then sees fit to enrapture them, 
    well and good; 
even if they are reluctant, 
    He will make them cease to meditate. 
I am certain that this way of acting is
   - most helpful to the soul 
           and 
   - not the hindrance it would become,
         were great efforts made 
          to use the intellect.
This, as I said, 
I believe cannot be done 
   when a higher state of prayer is attained. 
It may be otherwise in some cases, 
for God leads souls in many different ways
Let not those be blamed, however, 
  who are unable to discourse much in prayer,
nor should they be judged 
   incapable of enjoying the great graces 
contained in the mysteries of Jesus Christ,
    our only Good, 
which no one, 
       however spiritual he may be, 
    can persuade me 
       it is well to omit contemplating. 
 16. Need of the example 
             of Christ and the saints. 
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There are souls 
 who, having 
          made a beginning, 
                  or 
          advanced half-way, 
   when they begin 
         to experience the prayer of quiet 
            and 
         to taste the sweetness and consolations
            God gives,
   think it is a great thing to enjoy 
        these spiritual pleasures continually.
Let them, as I advised elsewhere, 
   cease to give themselves up so much 
            to this absorption. 
Life is long and full of crosses 
               and 
we have need to look on Christ our pattern
   to see how He bore His trials,
              and even
   to take example by His Apostles and saints
if we would bear our own trials perfectly. 
Our good Jesus and His most blessed Mother
    are too good company to be left 
              and 
He is well pleased 
   if we grieve at His pains
even though sometimes at the cost 
   of our own consolations and joys.      [342]   
Besides, daughters, 
consolations are not so frequent in prayer
  that we have no time for this as well.

If any one should tell me 
  (that)  she continually enjoys them, 
              and 
  that she is one of those 
     who can never meditate 
         on the divine mysteries,
I should feel very doubtful about her state. 
Be convinced of this; 
Keep free from this deception
             and 
to the utmost of your power 
    stop yourselves 
      from being constantly immersed 
      in this intoxication. 
If you cannot do so,  tell the Prioress
  so that she may employ you too busily 
        or you to think of the matter;
thus you will be free from this danger 
  which, if it does no more, 
            when it lasts long, 
  greatly injures the health and brain. 
I have said enough to prove to those 
   who require it 
that,  however spiritual their state,
   it is an error  to avoid thinking 
           of corporeal things 
   as to imagine that meditation 
           on the most sacred Humanity 
    can injure the soul.
 17. Faith shows us our Lord 
             as both God and Man.
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People allege, in defence, 
that our Lord told His disciples 
that it was expedient for them
   that He should go from them.             [343]   
This I cannot admit. 

He did not say so 
      to His blessed Mother, 
 for her faith was firm. 
She knew He was both God and man; 
and although she loved Him
    more dearly than did His disciples, 
it was in so perfect a way 
    that His bodily presence was a help to her. 
The faith of the Apostles 
   must have been weaker 
         than it was later on, 
                   and
         than ours has reason to be. 
I assure you, daughters, 
that I consider this a most dangerous idea
     whereby the devil might end 
     by robbing us of our devotion 
           to the most blessed Sacrament.
 18. St. Teresa's experience of meditation 
             on the sacred Humanity. 
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The mistake I formerly made                [344]   
   did not lead me as far as this,
but I did not care so much 
about meditating on our Lord Jesus Christ,
   preferring to remain absorbed, 
   awaiting spiritual consolations. 
I recognized clearly 
    that I was going wrong, 
for as I could not always keep in this state,
    my thoughts wandered hither and thither 
                      and 
    my soul seemed like a bird, 
          ever flying about 
                      and 
          finding no place for rest.
Thus I 
        lost much time and 
        did not advance in virtue 
        nor make progress in prayer.
 19. Evil of giving up such meditation.
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I did not understand the reason, 
    and as I believed that I was acting wisely,
I think I should never have learnt it 
but for the advice of a servant of God 
  whom I consulted about my mode of prayer. 
Then I perceived plainly 
   how mistaken I had been
             and 
I have never ceased regretting 
   that there was a time when I did not realize
      how difficult it would be 
             to gain by so great a loss. 
Even if I could, 
I would seek for nothing save by Him 
    through Whom comes 
         all the good we possess.
 May He be for ever praised! 
Amen.
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           Foot Notes:
[329] 
      Life, ch. vi. 7.
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         Blog Addition:
    Regarding Paragraph #1's  
        Footnote reference #329
   "A soul so advanced...
       does not think 
           - of the punishment 
                threatening its offences 
       but 
          - of its great ingratitude towards Him
               to Whom it owes so much     [329]" 
               Life, ch. vi. 7.
   "All these tokens of the fear of God
       came to me through prayer;
     and the greatest of them was this,
       that fear was swallowed up of love
     for I never thought of chastisement.
           [ Life: Ch. 6: # 7
              Translation: David Lewis ]
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[330] 
    Excl. vi. 4, 5. 
    Supra, M. v. ch. ii, 5. 
    Poems 2, 3, 4. Minor Works.
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         Blog Addition:
    Regarding Paragraph #3's  
        Footnote reference #330
   "though she had ceased to wish for death 
      in order to see God,                     [330]"  
   
            Excl. vi. 4, 5
    4. Ah, death, death, I know not 
    why men dread thee, 
    since life is found in thee ! 
    Yet who that has not always loved God 
         in the past would fear thee not ? 
     Since I am such a one, 
     what do I desire and ask ? 
     Will death but bring the punishment 
          my sins so justly merit ? 
      Permit it not, my sovereign Good, 
      for it cost Thee dear to ransom me ! 
    5.O my soul, submit to the will of thy God:
    This is best for thee: 
    Serve Him and trust to His mercy 
        to ease thy pain, 
    when by penance thou hast won some little
        claim to pardon for thy sins:     
    Seek not to rejoice until thou hast suffered! 
   [Exclamations Or Meditation of the Soul
    On Its God: Exclamation 6: # 4, 5:
    Minor Works Of St. Teresa 
    Translation:Benedictines Of Stanbrook ]
    . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . .
           Supra, M. v. ch. ii, 5
    "Discontent with this world 
        gives such a painful longing to quit it
     that, if the heart finds comfort,
     it is solely from the thought 
        that God wishes it to remain here 
             in banishment. 
     [ Interior Castle: Mansion 5: Ch. 2: #9 ]
    . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . .
           Poems 2, 3, 4. Minor Works.
   "...No life so bitter, none so sad as mine 
   While exiled from my Lord 
           my days are spent, 
   For though to love be sweet, 
   yet hope deferred Is wearisome... 
   ...Apart from Thee, my God, 
          my one Desire I long for, 
   what is life disconsolate 
   Save lengthened agony of life prolonged ?
   Can any death with mine in pain compare, 
   Or rival this most grievous life I bear 
   Wherein I die because I do not die... " 
    [ Poem 2: The Soul's Desire:
      Vivo sin vivir en mi. 
      Minor Works Of St. Teresa 
      Translation:Benedictines Of Stanbrook ]
     . .  . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . .  . .
   "...A life apart, estranged from myself, 
    Is now my lot because I die of love; 
    And since our Lord has sought me 
         for His own. 
    In Him, not in myself, I live and move. 
    ...Alas ! how wearisome a waste is life ! 
    How hard a fate to bear my exile here..." 
    [ Poem 3: The Soul's Desire: 2nd Version
      Vivo sin vivir en mi. 
      Minor Works Of St. Teresa 
      Translation:Benedictines Of Stanbrook ]
   . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . .

    "...While kept apart from Thee ! 
    O Thou my sweet and only Good, 
    In misery I sigh ! 
    Craving the grace 
           to see Thy face, 
   [ Poem 4:  The Soul's Exile. 
      Cuan triste es, Dios mio ! 
      Sadly I pine, O God of mine !
      Minor Works Of St. Teresa 
      Translation:Benedictines Of Stanbrook ]

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      Life, ch. xxi, 9. 
      All editions have Peter'. 
      St. Teresa only wrote 'Po' 
      but the parallel passage proves 
            she meant Pablo, 
            and not Pedro.
      See also M. i. ch. i. 5.
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         Blog Addition:
     Regarding Paragraph #5's  
         Footnote reference #331
   "Our grief is rather increased 
       at seeing such kindness and favours 
    bestowed on one 
       who deserves nothing but hell. 
    I think St. Paul and the Magdalen 
    must thus have suffered a cruel martyrdom; 
                                                             [331]   
    their love was intense, 
    they had  received many mercies...               
 and so must have found it very hard 
      to bear the remembrance of their sins, 
 which they must have regretted 
      with a most tender sorrow."
       Life, ch. xxi, 9
 "...if a person like myself 
   because our Lord has given this light to me,       
        whose love is so cold,   
   for I have not deserved it 
         by my works 
      frequently feels her banishment so much, 
   (then imagine) what the feelings 
                of the Saints must have been. 
    What must St. Paul and the Magdalene...
                  have suffered, 
      in whom the fire of the love of God 
                  has grown so strong? 
    Their life must have been 
         a continual martyrdom."
            [ Life: Ch. 21: # 9 ]
       . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . .
       M. i. ch. i. 5.
   "God does not bestow these favours 
         on certain souls 
    because they are more holy 
       than others who do not receive them, 
    but 
        - to manifest His greatness, 
               as in the case 
             of St. Paul and St. Mary Magdalen, 
                  and 
        - that we may glorify Him
              in His creatures."
       [ Interior Castle: Mansion 1: Ch. 1: # 5]
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      Life, ch. xxii. 9-11.
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    Regarding Paragraph #6's  
         Footnote reference #332
  "Meditation on our Lord's Humanity...
  ...I have written fully about this elsewhere. 
                                                           [332]"
     Life, ch. xxii. 9-11.
   "if we are to please God,  and
    if He is to give us His great graces,
     everything must pass through the hands 
          of His most Sacred Humanity
         in whom His Majesty said 
               that He is well pleased.  
    ...this is the door  
         by which we are to enter,
    if we would have His supreme Majesty
         reveal to us His great secrets."
              [ Life: Ch. 22: # 9 ]

   "...seek no other way, 
    even if you were arrived 
        at the highest contemplation. 
   This way is safe. 
   Our Lord is He 
      by whom all good things come to us; 
   He will teach you. 
  Consider His life;
      that is the best example. 
  What more can we want 
       than so good a Friend at our side
               who will not forsake us 
        when we are in trouble and distress...
   Let us consider the glorious St. Paul, 
   who seems 
     as if Jesus was never absent from his lips, 
     as if he had Him deep down in his heart..."
              [ Life: Ch. 22: #10 ]
   "What I would say is, 
   that the most Sacred Humanity of Christ
      is not to be counted among the objects 
         from which we have to withdraw." 
          [ Life: Ch. 22: # 11 ]
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      Ibid. ch. xxii. i; 
                    xxiii. 18; 
                    xxiv. 2.
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         Blog Addition:
      Regarding Paragraph #7's  
         Footnote reference #333
  "Warning against discontinuing" 
     ( meditation  on the sacred humanity 
          of Christ )
 "I have decided to speak again about it here 
  although I have very often done so elsewhere.
                                                         [333]"
       
         Ibid. ch. xxii. i
    "They say that 
     the contemplative should regard...   
        -God everywhere around, and 
        - himself absorbed in Him. 
      This is what we should aim at.
             [ Life: Ch. 22: # 1 ]
     "...to withdraw altogether from Christ...
          is what I cannot endure...
      I hold it to be a delusion" 
             [ Life: Ch. 22: # 2 ]
     . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . .
        Ibid. ch.  xxiii. 18
  "I communicated 
             the whole state of my soul 
        to that servant of God,
             ( Father  Juan de Padranos )
      He told me
           - to make my prayer every day 
                 on some mystery of the Passion
                    and that I should profit by it, and
           - to fix my thoughts 
                     on the Sacred Humanity only
           [ Life: Ch. 23: # 18 ]
            . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . 
           Ibid. ch.  xxiv. 2.
     "I began  with a renewed love 
           of the most Sacred Humanity;
     My prayer began to be solid, 
           like a house, 
      the foundations of which are strong; and
     I was inclined to practise greater penance,  
         having been negligent in this matter
         hitherto because of my great infirmities. 
     The holy man who heard my confession
     (*The Peers translation also
              indicates Fr Juan de Padrano
                     by foot note. ) 
              [ Life: Ch. 24: # 2 ]
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      'Deliberate forgetfulness and rejection 
           of all knowledge and 
           of form must never be extended 
        to Christ and His sacred Humanity.
      Sometimes, indeed, in the height 
         of contemplation and pure intuition 
               of the Divinity,
      the soul does not remember 
         the Sacred Humanity, 
      because God raises the mind to this, 
          as it were, confused 
       and most supernatural knowledge;
       but for all this, 
       studiously to forget it, 
          is by no means right
       for the contemplation 
         of the sacred Humanity 
       and loving meditation upon it,
           will help us up to all good
       and it is by it,
       we shall ascend most easily 
           to the highest state of union. 
       It is evident at once 
       that, 
               while all visible and bodily things 
                        ought to be forgotten, 
                for they are a hindrance in our way,
         He, Who for our salvation, became man,
           is not to be accounted among them, 
         for He is 
                the truth, the door, 
                        and 
                the way, 
                        and 
                our guide to all good.'
                        [ St. John of the Cross 
                          Ascent of Mount Carmel,
                           bk. iii. ch. i. 12-14.]
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         Blog Addition:
      Regarding Paragraph #8's  
         Footnote reference #334
    "Some souls imagine they cannot meditate
        even on the Passion...                  [334]"
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      St. John viii. 12; 
                    xiv. 6, 9.
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    Regarding Paragraph #8's  
         Footnote reference #335
   "If they lose their Guide, our good Jesus, 
       they cannot find the way... 
          
   Our Lord, Himself, tells us 
       that He is 'the Way'; 
   He also says 
      that He is 'the Light'; 
      that no man cometh to the Father 
          but by Him; and
      that He that seeth Me, 
          seeth the Father also.'   [335] "
          St. John viii. 12; 
   Jesus spoke to them, saying: 
    I am the light of the world: 
    he that followeth me, 
          walketh not in darkness, 
    but shall have the light of life
          St. John  xiv. 6, 9.
 6 Jesus saith to him: 
     I am the way, and the truth, and the life. 
    No man cometh to the Father, but by me. 
 7 If you had known me, 
    you would without doubt 
        have known my Father also: 
    and from henceforth you shall know him, 
    and you have seen him. 

 9   ... he that seeth me seeth the Father also.  
 10 ... that I am in the Father, 
            and the Father in me...
    The words that I speak to you, 
    I speak not of myself. 
    But the Father who abideth in me, 
         he doth the works. 

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      Life, ch. xv. 20. 
      St. John of the Cross 
          treats the subject most carefully. 
      He shows how and when 
           meditation becomes impossible: 
      Ascent of Mount Carmel, 
       bk. ii. ch. xii. (circa finem) 
                 ch. xiii. (per totum).
      Living Flame of Love, stanza iii. 35. 
      Obscure Night, bk. i.  ch. x. 8,
                        and bk. ii. ch. viii. 
      That it should be procured 
           whenever possible:
       Ibid. bk. i. ch. x. (in fine);
      that it should be resumed; 
      Ascent of Mount Carmel; 
       bk. ii, ch. xv.
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 Regarding Paragraph #10's  
  Footnote reference #336
 "that they cannot reason 
    as before on the mysteries 
          of the Passion and the Life of Christ. 
  ...
     after He has once been found 
      and the soul is accustomed to seek Him
         again by means of the will
     it no longer wearies itself 
         by searching for Him with the intellect.
   10.  It also appears to me 
  that as the will 
      is already inflamed with love, 
  this generous faculty would, if it could, 
    cease to make use of  the reason
  This would be well, 
     were it not impossible, 
  especially before the soul 
     has reached the last two mansions. 
                                                       [336] "
           Life, ch. xv. 20
   In a word, mental prayer
   is not to be abandoned altogether now,
         nor even vocal prayer,
             if at any time we wish, or  can,
             to make use of either of them; 
                 [ Life: Ch. 15: #14 ]
   . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . .  .
       shows how and when 
           meditation becomes impossible: 
       Ascent of Mount Carmel
       bk. ii. ch. xii. (circa finem)               
        St. John of the Cross 
    "the farther the soul progresses in
      spirituality, the more it ceases from the 
     operation of the faculties in particular acts,
     since it becomes more and more occupied
       in one act that is general and pure.."
          [  Ascent of Mount Carmel, 
              bk. ii. ch. xii. # 6 ]
   
    "And, as such souls know not the mystery
     of this new experience, 
     the idea comes to them that they are being
          idle and doing nothing; 
     and thus they allow not themselves to be
      quiet, but endeavor to meditate and 
     reason. Hence they are filled with aridity
     and affliction, because they seek to find
     sweetness where it is no longer to be found"
                 [  Ascent of Mount Carmel, 
                     bk. ii. ch. xii. # 7 ]
   8. To such as these the advice must be
   given to learn to abide attentively and wait
   lovingly upon God in that state of quiet, 
   and to pay no heed either to imagination or 
   to its working; for here, the faculties are at
   rest, and are working, not actively, but
   passively, by receiving that which God 
   works in them...
                 [  Ascent of Mount Carmel, 
                     bk. ii. ch. xii. # 8 ]
            . . . . . . . . . . . . .
        Ascent of Mount Carmel
        bk. ii. ch. xiii. (per totum).
        St. John of the Cross 
  "certain signs and examples which the
    spiritual person will find in himself,
   whereby he may know whether or not 
   it will be meet for him to lay them aside 
      at this season.

   2. The first sign is his realization 
   that he can no longer meditate or reason
      with his imagination...
   But, for as long as he finds sweetness in
   meditation, and is able to reason, he should 
   not abandon this, save when his soul is led
       into the peace and quietness…

   3. The second sign is a realization
   that he has no desire to fix his meditation
   ...upon other particular objects, exterior or
   interior...
   that the soul has no pleasure in fixing it 
      of set purpose upon other objects.

   4. The third and surest sign is that the soul
   takes pleasure in being alone, and waits
       with loving attentiveness upon God…

   5. These three signs, at least, the spiritual
   person must observe in himself, 
   all together, before he can venture safely to
   abandon the state of meditation...and 
      to enter that of contemplation and spirit.
          [  Ascent of Mount Carmel, 
              Bk. 2: Ch 13: # 1,2,3,4,5 
             Translation: E. A. Peers ]
                   
     .  . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . .  .
        Living Flame of Love
        stanza iii. 35. 
        St. John of the Cross 
   35. At this time, then, the direction of the
   soul must be wholly different 
      from what it was at first. 
   If formerly it was supplied with matter for 
   meditation and it did meditate, 
   now that matter must be withheld and
   meditation must cease because, 
   it can not meditate, do what it will, 
    and distractions are the result... but it will
    meet with aridity, because it turns away 
    from the peaceful and tranquil good
    secretly bestowed upon it... 
    36. Souls in this state are not to be forced
   to meditate or to apply themselves to
   discursive reflections laboriously effected, 
   neither are they to strive after...fervour, 
   for if they did so, they would be thereby
   hindering the principal agent, Who is God
   Himself, for He is now secretly and quietly
   infusing wisdom into the soul...
   The soul then must be lovingly intent upon
   God ...so the soul also, on its part, must deal
    with Him in the way of receiving by 
     simple and loving knowledge, 
   so that knowledge may be joined to 
     knowledge, and love to love; 
   because it is necessary here that the 
     recipient should be adapted to the gift, 
   and not otherwise, and that the gift may be
     accepted and preserved as it is given. 
        [  Living Flame of Love
            Stanza 3:  #35, 36 
            St. John of the Cross 
            Translation: David Lewis ]
     . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . .
      Obscure Night, bk. i.  ch. x. 8,
   1 During the time, then, of the aridities of
   this night of sense
    (wherein God effects the change ...
   drawing forth the soul 
           from the life of sense 
           into that of the spirit
   -that is, from meditation to contemplation-
   wherein it no longer has any power to work
   or to reason with its faculties 
       concerning the things of God..., 
   spiritual persons suffer great trials, 
   by reason not so much of the aridities 
      which they suffer, 
   as of the fear which they have of being
            lost on the road, 
   thinking... that God has abandoned them
   since they find no help or pleasure 
           in good things.
   2 "...for God is now leading them by another road, 
   which is that of contemplation, 
   and is very different from the first; 


   for the one is of meditation and reasoning, and 
   the other belongs 
           neither to imagination 
           nor yet to reasoning. 
                       [ Dark Night of the Soul
                          Bk 1: Ch. 8: #1, 2 
                          St. John of the Cross 
                          Translation: E.A.  Peers ]
  . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . .
         Obscure Night 
         bk. ii. ch. viii. 
         St. John of the Cross 
   BUT there is another thing here that afflicts
   ...the soul greatly, which is that, as 
   this dark night has hindered its faculties and
   affections in this way,
   it is unable to raise its affection or its mind
   to God, neither can it pray to Him, 
   thinking, ...with such lack 
                      of strength and  of  sweetness...  
   that God neither hears it nor pays heed to it.
   In truth this is no time for the soul to speak
   with God; it should rather ... endure its 
   purgation with patience. 
   It is God Who is passively working here in
   the soul; wherefore the soul can do nothing.
  
   2... not only is the understanding here 
    purged of its light, and the will of its
   affections, but the memory is also purged of
    meditation and knowledge, it is well that it
    be likewise annihilated with respect to all
    these things, so that...this purgation may be 
    fulfilled...
          [ Dark Night of the Soul
             Bk 2: Ch. 8: # 1, 2
             St. John of the Cross 
             Translation: E.A.  Peers ]
     . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . .. . .
      That it should be procured 
           whenever possible:
       Ibid. bk. i. ch. x. (in fine);
         St. John of the Cross 
   6...it behoves such a soul to pay no heed 
   if the operations of its faculties become lost
       to it; 
   it is rather to desire 
       that this should happen quickly. 
   For, by not hindering the operation of 
      infused contemplation 
           that God is bestowing upon it,
   it can receive this with more
       peaceful abundance, and cause its spirit  
   to be enkindled and to burn with the love 
       which this dark and secret contemplation
   brings with it and sets firmly in the soul. 
   For contemplation is naught else than a 
     secret, peaceful and loving infusion from 
   God, which, if it be permitted, enkindles the
     soul with the spirit of love...
          [ Dark Night of the Soul
             Bk 1: Ch. 10: # 6
             St. John of the Cross 
             Translation: E.A.  Peers ]
        
      . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . .
      that it should be resumed
      Ascent of Mount Carmel
      bk. ii, ch. xv.
      St. John of the Cross 
   1 it is not to be understood that such 
    as are beginning to experience this loving
    knowledge must, as a general rule, never
    again try to return to meditation; 
   for, when they are first making progress in
   proficiency, the habit of contemplation is
   not yet so perfect that they can give 
   themselves to the act thereof whensoever
   they wish, 
    nor...have they reached a point so far
     beyond meditation 
   that they cannot 
     occasionally meditate and reason...
   as they were wont… 

    Rather, in these early stages, when...the
    soul is not occupied in that repose and
    knowledge, they will need to make use of
   meditation until by means of it they come
    to acquire in some degree of perfection the
    habit which we have described. 

    This will happen when, as soon as they 
    seek to meditate, they experience this
    knowledge and peace, and find themselves
    unable to meditate and no longer desirous
    of doing so... 
    For until they reach this stage...
     they use sometimes the one 
                  ( active meditation) 
     and sometimes the other ( passive ), 
         at different times. 
           [  Ascent of Mount Carmel, 
              Bk. 2: Ch 15: #  
              Translation: E. A. Peers ]


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      III Reg. xviii. 30-39.
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         Blog Addition:
  Regarding Paragraph #10's  
    Footnote reference #337
  "Ought the soul 
    to remain quiescent in this aridity, 
       waiting like our father Elias 
       for fire to descend from heaven    [337]
          to consume the sacrifice
          which it makes of itself to God? 
   Certainly not; 
   It is not right to expect miracles; 
   God will work them for this soul 
        when He chooses."
           III Reg. xviii. 30-39.
  37 "O Lord, hear me: that this people may
    learn, that thou art the Lord God, and that
    thou hast turned their heart again. 
  38 Then the fire of the Lord fell, and
       consumed the holocaust"
        [ 1 Kings: 18: 37-38  ]
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[338] 
      Continual sense of the presence of God: 
      Life, ch. xxvii. 6. 
      Rel. xi. 3: 
      The intellectual vision 
           of the Three Persons and 
           of the Sacred Humanity 
       seems ever present.' 
       Castle, M. vii. ch. iv. 15.
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         Blog Addition:
     Regarding Paragraph #10's  
         Footnote reference #338
  "If I recollect it 
    when I come to write of this (7th) room
 where,  in a wonderful manner, 
     souls are constantly in the company 
          of Christ our Lord 
       both in His Humanity and His Divinity.
                                                            [338]" 
      Life, ch. xxvii. 6
    "but here...
     it is seen clearly 
            that Jesus Christ is present, 
     the Son of the Virgin. 
     In the prayer of union and of quiet, 
        certain inflowings of the Godhead 
            are present;
    but in the vision, 
    the Sacred Humanity also,
            together with them, 
    is pleased to be our visible companion,
            and to do us good.
     [ Life: Ch. 27: # 6 ] 
   . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . .
      Rel. xi. 3
   3. The imaginary visions have ceased, 
        but the intellectual vision 
          of the Three Persons and 
          of the Sacred Humanity 
      seems ever present, 
   and that, I believe, 
    is a vision of a much higher kind
   and I understand now...
   that the visions I had came from God,
    because 
      - they prepared my soul
               for its present state; 
      - they were given only 
          because I was 
              so wretched and 
              so weak: 
    [ Relation 11: # 3] 
   . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . .
       Castle, M. vii. ch. iv. 15.
 5...the company it enjoys gives it far greater
 strength than ever before. 
 If, as David says:
   'With the holy thou shalt be holy,'
 doubtless by its becoming one
    with the Almighty, 
 by this sovereign union of spirit with spirit,
    the soul must gather strength…

 The vigour the soul derives 
    from the wine' drunk in the cellar'
 (into which the Bridegroom brought her …)   
    overflows into the feeble body, 
 just as the food we eat nourishes 
    both the head and the whole frame.
     [Interior Castle: Mansion 7: Ch.4: #15 ]
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[339] 
      Cant, iii. 3; 
      Num quem diligit anima mea, vidistis?'
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    Regarding Paragraph #11's  
         Footnote reference #339
   "Thus, when the fire in our hearts, 
             of which I spoke 
       does not burn in the will
       nor do we feel the presence of God,
    we must search for Him 
                   as He would have us do, 
            like the Bride in the Canticles, 
                                                         [339]" 
          Cant, iii. 3;
 2 "I will rise, and will go about the city: 
         in the streets and the broad ways 
      I will seek him whom my soul loveth: 
      I sought him, and I found him not. 
 3  The watchmen who keep the city, found me
      Have you seen him, whom my soul loveth? 
   Num quem diligit anima mea, vidistis?'
   Have you seen him, whom my soul loveth?
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[340]
      'I asked the earth, 
       and it answered me: 
            I am not He'; 
      and whatsoever it contains 
         confessed the same. 
      I asked the sea and the depths, 
       and the living, creeping things, 
       and they answered: 
            We are not thy God, seek above us.' 
     I asked the heavens, 
     I asked the moving air;
     and the whole air 
         with its inhabitants answered:  
            'Anaximenes was deceived, 
             I am not God.' 
     I asked the heavens, sun, moon, stars. 
           'Nor,' say they, are we the God 
            Whom thou seekest.' 
     And I replied unto all things 
        which encompass the door of my flesh: 
           Ye have told me of my God,
           that ye are not He;
           tell me something of Him.' 
    And they cried out with a loud voice: 
           'He made us.' 
    By my thought of them,
          I questioned them,
    and their beauty gave their answer.' 
         (St. Augustine's Confessions, 
           bk. x. ch. 6.) 
    St. Teresa may have read this
         in St. Augustine's Confessions, 
                        (see above, p. 78), 
      or 
         in the Soliloquies, 
             a collection of extracts from 
             St. Augustine, St. Bernard, 
             St. Anselm, etc., 
         which was printed in Latin at Venice 
             in 1512, 
          translated into Spanish 
                 and 
          brought out at Valladolid in 1515, and
          again at Medina del Campo in 1553, 
          and at Toledo in 1565. 
    The words quoted by St. Teresa 
          occur in chapter xxxi. 
    See Life, ch. xl. 10.
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     Regarding Paragraph #11's  
         Footnote reference #340
    "Thus, when the fire in our hearts...
       does not burn in the will
       nor do we feel the presence of God,
     we...must ask all creatures 
          who it was that made them;' 
        as St. Augustine 
                (  either in his Soliloquies 
                   or his Confessions)
        tells us that he did.                  [340]"

         Life, ch. xl. 10.
     
   "...teach them to look upon our Lord as
   being in the innermost part of their soul. 
  It is a method 
    of looking upon Him 
  - which penetrates us more thoroughly, and
  - is much more fruitful, 
     than that of looking upon Him 
           as external to us 
   ...
  The glorious St. Augustin...says so, 
   when he says that 
         neither in the streets of the city,
         nor in pleasures, 
         nor in any place whatever 
    where he sought Him, 
         did he find Him 
    as he found Him within himself. 
   ...
   we need not go up to heaven, 
   nor any further than our own selves
     for that would only 
        distress the spirit and 
        distract the soul, and 
     bring but little fruit.
             [Life: Ch. 40: #10 ]
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[341] 
      Life, ch. xiii. 17-23.
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Regarding Paragraph #13's  
  Footnote reference #341
    
  "...Let us begin by considering 
          the mercy God showed us 
            by giving us His only Son;
  ...go on to reflect upon 
          all the mysteries of His glorious life
           ...or... some part of the Passion
    
  This is an admirable and very meritorious 
     kind of prayer.                 [341]"
          Life, ch. xiii. 17-23.
    19...We set ourselves to meditate
       upon some mystery of the Passion
:
     out of which came the great dolours
         and the bitter anguish
     which His Majesty endured 
          in that desolation. 

      This is a method of prayer  
        ...a most excellent and safe way,
       until our Lord shall guide them
           to other supernatural ways.

      20...there are many souls
      who make greater progress
      by meditation on other subjects
             than on the Sacred Passion;

    for as there are many mansions in heaven,
    so there are also many roads leading thither
 
    ...some persons, if tender-hearted,
        are greatly fatigued by continual
                  meditations on the Passion;
    but are consoled and make progress
       when they meditate
        -- on the power and greatness
                       of God in His creatures, and
        -- on His love visible in all things.

    This is an admirable method-
     not omitting, however, from time to time,
        the Passion and Life of Christ,
        the Source of all good
              that ever came, and
              that ever shall come.
           [ Life: Ch. 13: # 19, 20 ]

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[342] 
      Way of Perf. ch. xxv. 7.
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    Regarding Paragraph #16's  
        Footnote reference #342
    "He is well pleased 
    if we grieve at His pains, 
      even though sometimes at the cost 
       of our own consolations and joys.  [342]"
         Way of Perf. ch. xxv. 7.
   "... if your heart has been so melted at
   seeing Him in this state that not 
   only do you look at Him, but you feel
   delight in speaking to Him...out of your
   compassion, which greatly touches Him:...
   If it be Thy will to suffer thus for me, 
    what do I suffer for Thee in return? 
   Of what have I to complain? 
    Shame at seeing Thee in such plight shall
    make me endure all the trials that may 
    come to me: I will count them gain 
      that I may imitate Thee in something.
           [ Way of Perfection: Ch. 26: #5 ]
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[343] 
      St. John xvi. 7: 
      Expedit vobis ut ego vadam; 
      si enim non abiero,
      Paraclitus non veniet ad vos.' 
      Life, ch. xxii. 1, 2 and note.
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     Regarding Paragraph #17's  
         Footnote reference #343
     
    "People allege, in defence, 
     that our Lord told His disciples 
     that it was expedient for them
     that He should go from them.   [343]"
      St. John xvi. 7
      Expedit vobis ut ego vadam; 
      si enim non abiero,
      Paraclitus non veniet ad vos.' 
      But I tell you the truth: 
      it is expedient to you that I go: 
      for if I go not, 
      the Paraclete will not come to you; 
      but if I go, I will send him to you. 
         [ John: 16: 7 ]

      Life, ch. xxii. 1, 2 and note.

     1... for in some books on prayer,  
     the writers say that 
      the soul, though it cannot 
           in its own strength attain to this state,
           because it is altogether a supernatural
           work wrought in it by our Lord,
       may nevertheless succeed, by
            lifting up the spirit 
                        above all created things, and 
            raising it upwards in humility, 
    And they advise us much to 
      withdraw from all bodily imagination, and 
      draw near to the contemplation 
                  of the Divinity; 
       They defend their opinion  
         by bringing forward the words  
      of our Lord to the Apostles, 
     concerning the coming of the Holy Ghost;
     2... but 
          to withdraw altogether from Christ, and 
          to compare His divine Body 
              with our miseries or 
              with any created thing whatever, 
       is what I cannot endure....
     I hold it to be a delusion
       [ Life: Ch. 22: # 1,2 ]
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[344] 
      Life, ch. xxii. 11. 
      Although the Saint defends herself 
          against the charge of self-contradiction, 
      there can be no doubt from this avowal
      that she too was at one time 
           mistaken on this point.
  
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    Regarding Paragraph #18's  
       Footnote reference #344
     
 The mistake I formerly made                [344]   
   did not lead me as far as this,
 but I did not care so much 
 about meditating on our Lord Jesus Christ,
   preferring to remain absorbed, 
   awaiting spiritual consolations. 




       Her previous mistake
  “As I had no director, 
       I used to read these books...
   I found out afterwards that, 
     if our Lord had not shown me the way, 
   I should have learned but little from books; 
     for I understood really nothing 
   till His Majesty made me learn by experience: 
      neither did I know what I was doing. 
   ...I laboured to remove from myself 
     every thought of bodily objects; 
  but I did not dare to lift up my soul, 
  for that I saw would be presumption in me... 
    ...I contrived to be in a state of recollection 
  before (God). 
  ...no one could have brought me back 
  to the contemplation of the Sacred Humanity; 
  for that seemed to me 
      to be a real hindrance to prayer.
  4 O Lord of my soul, and my Good!... 
  I never think of this opinion, which I then held, 
      without pain; 
  I believe it was an act of high treason, 
      though done in ignorance. 

  5... Is it possible, O my Lord, 
  that I could have had the thought...
  that Thou couldst be a hindrance 
     to my greatest good? 
 Whence are all my blessings? 
 Are they not from Thee? 
 I will not think that I was blamable, 
    for I was very sorry for it, 
     and it was certainly done in ignorance.
          [ Life: Ch 22: # 3, 4, 5 ]

    . . . . . .    . . . . . . . . . . . . . . .
  
          Life, ch. xxii. 11
   "that the most Sacred Humanity of Christ
      is not to be counted among the objects 
         from which we have to withdraw.  
          [ Life: Ch. 22: # 11 ]

                          End of  
                     
              Mansion 6 Chapter  7
                The Interior Castle
                              or
                    The Mansions 
                 S. Teresa of Jesus 
   of the Order of our Lady of Carmel   
                 St. Teresa of Avila 

  
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     of the other books being cited 
 by the editor's foot notes.
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      that were cited by the editor
 since the editions/translations used by the editor
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 than those available to this blog.