Thursday, January 19, 2012

Mansion 4 - Ch 1 - "The Interior Castle" or "The Mansions" - St. Teresa of Avila - Teresa of Jesus


        The Interior Castle  or  The Mansions 
                 of S. Teresa of Jesus 
        of the Order of our Lady of Carmel  
            THE FOURTH MANSIONS
                    CHAPTER I.
 ● How Sweetness And Tenderness In Prayer 
      Differ From Consolations.
 ● Explains How Advantageous It Was 
      For St. Teresa To Comprehend That
          The Imagination 
                 And 
          The Understanding 
      Are Not The Same Thing. 
 ● This Chapter Is Useful For Those 
      Whose Thoughts Wander Much 
      During Prayer.




             THE FOURTH MANSIONS
                    CHAPTER I.
               Chapter  Contents
  1. Graces received in this mansion. 
  2. Mystic favours. 
  3. Temptations bring humility and merit.
  4. Sensible devotion and natural joys. 
  5. Sweetness in devotion. 
  6. St. Teresa's experience of it. 
  7. Love of God, and how to foster it. 
  8. Distractions. 
  9. They do not destroy divine union. 
10. St. Teresa's physical distractions. 
11. How to treat distractions. 
12. They should be disregarded. 
13. Self-knowledge necessary.


    THE FOURTH MANSIONS
               CHAPTER I.
1. Graces received in this mansion. 
1
Now that I commence writing 
   about the fourth mansions, 
it is requisite, as I said,                            [107]   
  - to commend myself to the Holy Ghost 
             and
  - to beg Him henceforth to speak for me, 
     that I may be enabled 
         to treat these matters intelligibly. 
Henceforth they begin to be supernatural
         and
it will be most difficult 
         to speak clearly about them,          [108]
 unless His Majesty undertakes it for me, 
         as He did when I explained the subject 
        (as far as I understood it) somewhat
   about fourteen years ago.                     [109]   
I believe I now possess more light 
     about the favours God grants some souls, 
but that is different 
     from being able to elucidate them.     [110]   
May His Majesty enable me to do so 
   if it would be useful, 
 but not otherwise.
2. Mystic favours. 
2
As these mansions are 
       nearer the King's dwelling 
they are very beautiful, 
and so subtle are the things 
       seen and heard in them, 
that, 
                as those tell us 
                who have tried to do so,
      the mind cannot give a lucid idea of them
           to those inexperienced in the matter. 
People who have enjoyed these favours, 
      especially if it was to any great extent, 
will easily comprehend me.
3. Temptations bring humility and merit.

3
Apparently a person must have dwelt 
    for a long time in the former mansions
before entering these
although in ordinary cases,
 the soul must have been 
    in the last one (3rd mansion) spoken of, 
yet, as you must often have heard,
   there is no fixed rule
for God gives 
          when    (He wills)
          how      (He wills), 
                  and 
          to whom He wills                        [111]
 --the goods are His own, 
           and 
   His choice wrongs no one.                           [112]   


The poisonous reptiles rarely come 
    into these rooms, 
        and, 
    if  they enter, 
        do more good than harm. 
I think it is far better for them
    to get in and make war on the soul 
 in this state of prayer; 
Were it not tempted, 
   the devil might sometimes deceive it 
       about divine consolations, 
   thus injuring it far more. 
Besides, 
the soul would benefit less, 
because all occasions of gaining merit 
  would be withdrawn, 
were it left continually absorbed in God. 
I am not confident
    that this absorption is genuine 
 when it always remains in the same state, 
nor does it appear to me possible 
   for the Holy Ghost to dwell
          constantly within us, 
          to the same extent, 
   during our earthly exile.
4. Sensible devotion and natural joys. 
4
I will now describe, 
       as I promised, 
   the difference between 
       sweetness in prayer 
              and 
       spiritual consolations. 
It appears to me that 
  what we acquire for ourselves in
           meditation 
                   and 
           petitions to our Lord 
      may be termed 'sweetness in devotion.' 
                                                                            [113]   
It is 
   ▪ natural
   ▪ although ultimately aided 
     by the grace of  God. 
     I must be understood to imply this 
             in all I say, 
      for we can do nothing without Him
  ▪ This sweetness 
         ◦ arises principally from the good work
               we perform, and 
         ◦ appears to result from our labours: 
     Well may we feel happy 
           at having thus spent our time.
     We shall find, on consideration, 
     that many temporal matters give us 
           the same pleasure
     --such as 
         unexpectedly coming 
             into a large fortune,
         suddenly meeting 
             with a dearly-loved friend, 
                   or 
         succeeding in any important 
              or influential affair 
         which makes a sensation in the world.
     Again, it would be felt by one 
        who had been told 
           her husband, brother, or son was dead, 
                 and 
        who saw him return to her alive. 
    I have seen people weep 
           from such happiness,
      as I have done myself. 
    I consider both 
       these joys and
       those we feel in religious matters
    to be natural ones.
Although there is nothing wrong 
    about the former, 
yet those produced by devotion 
    spring from a more noble source
     --in short, they 
            begin in ourselves 
               and 
          end in God
Spiritual consolations
          on the contrary,
  ▪ arise from God
           and 
  ▪ our nature 
           feels them and
           rejoices as keenly in them, 
        and indeed far more keenly, 
        than in the others I described.
5. Sweetness in devotion. 
5
O Jesus! 
How I wish I could elucidate this point! 
It seems to me
that I can perfectly distinguish 
    the difference between the two joys,
yet I have not the skill 
    to make myself understood; 
May God give it me!
I remember a verse we say at Prime 
    at the end of the final Psalm; 
    the last words are: 
    'Cum dilatasti cor meum'
     --When Thou didst dilate my heart:   [114]
 To those with much experience, 
    this suffices to show 
  the difference  between 
     sweetness in prayer 
               and 
     spiritual consolations;
Other people will require more explanation. 
The sensible devotion, I mentioned, 
     does not dilate the heart
 but generally appears to narrow it slightly; 
Although joyful 
     at seeing herself work for God, 
yet such a person sheds tears of sorrow 
which seem partly produced by the passions. 
I know little about the passions of the soul, 
           or I 
     could write of them more clearly 
             and 
     could better define 
       - what comes 
               from the sensitive disposition
           and 
       - what is natural, 
          having passed through this state myself,
 but I am very stupid. 
Knowledge and learning are 
   a great advantage to every one.

6. St. Teresa's experience of it. 
6.
My own experience 
    of this delight and sweetness in meditation
 was that 
     when I began to weep over the Passion 
         I could not stop 
         until I had a severe headache;       [115]   
the same thing occurred 
     when I grieved over my sins: 
This was a great grace from our Lord. 
I do not intend to inquire now 
which of these states of prayer 
    is the better, 
but I wish I knew how to explain 
    the difference between the two. 
In that of which I speak, 
    the tears and good desires are often 
  partly caused by the natural disposition
  but although this may be the case, 
  yet, as I said,
     these feelings terminate in God. 
   
Sensible devotion is very desirable 
  if the soul is humble enough to understand 
    that it is not more holy 
         on account of these sentiments
    which cannot always with certainty 
         be ascribed to charity, 
               and 
     even then are still the gift of God.
7. Love of God, and how to foster it. 
7
These feelings of devotion are 
    most common with souls 
        in the first three mansions
   who are nearly always using their 
        understanding and reason
             in making meditations. 
This is good for them, 
 for they have not been given grace for more; 
they should, however, 
   try occasionally to elicit some acts 
   such as 
         praising God, 
         rejoicing 
             in His goodness 
                    and
             that He is what He is: 
let them desire 
   that He may be honoured and glorified. 
They must do this as best they can, 
   for it greatly inflames the will. 
Let them be very careful, 
   when God gives these sentiments,
         not to set them aside 
   in order to finish
         their accustomed meditation.
But, having spoken fully 
     on this subject elsewhere,              [116]   
I will say no more now. 
I only wish to warn you that 
      to make rapid progress 
                  and 
      to reach the mansions we wish to enter, 
it is not so essential
      to think much 
     as to love much: 
therefore you must practise 
   whatever most excites you to this. 
Perhaps we do not know what love is, 
    nor does this greatly surprise me. 
Love does not consist 
    in great sweetness of devotion, 
but
    - in a fervent determination to strive 
        to please God in all things
     - in avoiding, as far as possible, 
         all that would offend Him
             and 
     - in praying 
         for the increase 
               of the glory and honour of His Son 
                       and 
         for the growth
               of the Catholic Church. 
These are the signs of love
Do not imagine
  that it consists in never thinking 
        of anything but God, 
                 and 
  that if your thoughts wander a little 
        all is lost.                                       [117]
8. Distractions. 
8
I, myself, have sometimes been troubled 
   by this turmoil of thoughts.
I learnt by experience, 
   but little more than four years ago,
 that our thoughts
       or it is clearer to call it our imagination
   are not the same thing 
       as the understanding
I questioned a theologian on the subject;
he told me it was the fact, 
   which consoled me not a little. 
As the understanding is 
    one of the powers of the soul, 
it puzzled me to see it 
    so sluggish at times, 
while, as a rule, 
    the imagination takes flight at once, 
so that God alone can control it 
          by so uniting us to Himself      [118]   
    that we seem, in a manner, 
         detached from our bodies. 
It puzzled me to see that 
while to all appearance 
     the powers of the soul were
             occupied with God 
                      and 
             recollected in Him, 
the imagination was wandering elsewhere.
9. They do not destroy divine union. 
9
Do Thou, O Lord, 
    take into account 
      all that we suffer in this way
    through our ignorance. 
We err in thinking 
   that we need only know 
that we must keep our thoughts 
    fixed on Thee. 
We do not understand
 that we should consult 
      those better instructed than ourselves, 
nor are we aware 
 that there is anything for us to learn. 
We pass 
    - through terrible trials, 
       on account of not understanding 
          our own nature 
               and 
    - take what is 
             not merely harmless, 
             but good, 
          for a grave fault. 
This causes the sufferings 
    felt by many people, 
particularly by the unlearned, 
    who practise prayer. 
They complain of interior trials, 
       become melancholy,
       lose their health, 
             and 
       even give up prayer altogether 
   for want of  recognizing 
        that we have within ourselves as it were,
            an interior world
We cannot stop the revolution 
             of the heavens 
       as they rush with velocity 
             upon their course, 
   neither can we control our imagination.
When this wanders 
    - we at once imagine 
          that all the powers of the soul follow it; 
    - we think everything is lost, 
                 and 
       that the time spent in God's presence 
           is wasted. 
Meanwhile, 
   the soul is perhaps entirely united to Him 
       in the innermost mansions, 
while 
   the imagination is 
       in the precincts of the castle,  
    - struggling with a thousand wild 
            and venomous creatures 
              and 
     - gaining merit by its warfare. 
Therefore we need 
     not let ourselves be disturbed, 
     nor give up prayer, 
         as the devil is striving to persuade us. 
As a rule, 
    all our anxieties and troubles come
    from misunderstanding our own nature.
10. St. Teresa's physical distractions. 
10
Whilst writing this 
  I am thinking 
          of the loud noise in my head
  which I mentioned in the Introduction
        (Blog Note:  See Prologue)
             and 
  which has made it almost impossible 
        to obey the command given me
        to write this. 
It sounds as if there were a number 
    of rushing waterfalls within my brain, 
   while in other parts, 
       drowned by the sound of the waters, 
   are the voices of  birds 
       singing and whistling. 
This tumult is not in my ears, 
   but in the upper part of my head, 
where, they say, 
    is placed the superior part of the soul
I have long thought 
   that this must be so 
because the flight of the spirit 
    seems to take place 
from this part with great velocity.     [119]   
Please God I may recollect 
    to explain the cause 
when writing of the latter mansions, 
this not being the proper place for it
It may be 
 that God has sent this suffering in my head 
    to help me to understand the matter, 
    for all this tumult in my brain 
       does not interfere with my prayer,
       nor with my speaking to you, 
    but the great calm and love and desires 
       in my soul remain undisturbed 
    and my mind is clear.
11. How to treat distractions. 
11
How, then, can the superior part of the soul
     remain undisturbed 
if it resides in the upper part of the brain? 
I cannot account for it, 
but am sure that I am speaking the truth. 
This noise disturbs my prayer
    when unaccompanied with ecstasy, 
 but when it is ecstatic 
    I do not feel any pain, however great. 
I should suffer keenly 
   were I forced to cease praying 
on account of these infirmities. 
We should 
   not be distressed 
        by reason of our thoughts, 
   nor allow ourselves to be worried by them: 
If they come from the devil, 
   he will let us alone 
      if we take no notice of  them; 
           and 
if they are, as often happens, 
     one of the many frailties 
            entailed by Adam's sin, 
    let us be patient and suffer them 
         for the love of God. 
Likewise, 
since we must eat and sleep 
    without being able to avoid it, 
            much to our grief,
 let us acknowledge that 
      - we are human, and
      - long to be 
             where no one may despise us.    [120] 
Sometimes I recall these words, 
    spoken by the Spouse in the Canticle; [121] 
    truly never in our lives 
         have we better reason to say them, 
    for I think no earthly scorn or suffering 
        can try us so severely 
    as these struggles within our souls. 
All uneasiness or conflict can be borne 
   while we have peace in ourselves, 
           as I said; 
but if, 
while seeking for rest 
         amidst the thousand trials of the world
          -- knowing that God has prepared 
              this rest for us--
   the obstacle is found in ourselves, 
         the trial must prove painful 
               and almost insufferable.
12. They should be disregarded. 
12
Take us therefore, O Lord, 
   to where these miseries can no longer
         cause us to be despised, 
for sometimes it seems 
   as if they mocked our souls. 
Even in this life 
   God delivers us from them 
when we reach the last mansion, 
   as by His grace I will show you. 
Everybody is not 
   so violently distressed and assaulted 
by these weaknesses 
   as I have been for many years,            [122]   
      on account of my wickedness, 
   so that it seems
    as if I strove to take vengeance on myself. 
                                                               [123]   
Since I suffer so much in this way, 
   perhaps you may do the same, 
so I shall continue to explain the subject
    to you in different ways, 
in order to find some means 
    of making it clear. 
The thing is inevitable, 
therefore 
   do not let it disturb or grieve you, 
but let the mill clack on 
   while we grind our wheat; 
that is, let us continue to work 
    with our will and intellect.
13. Self-knowledge necessary.
13
These troubles annoy us more or less 
 according to 
      the state of our health 
          or in 
     different circumstances. 
The poor soul suffers; 
although not now to blame, 
    it has sinned at other times, 
 and must be patient. 
We are so ignorant 
  that what we have read and been told 
has not sufficed to teach us
  to disregard wandering thoughts, 
therefore I shall not be wasting time 
   in instructing and consoling you 
about these trials.
However, 
this will help you  but little 
until God chooses to enlighten you, 
and additional measures are needed: 
His Majesty wishes us to learn
   by ordinary means 
        to understand ourselves and 
        to recognize the share
              taken in these troubles by
          - our wandering imagination, 
          - our nature, 
                 and
          - the devil's temptations, 
    instead of laying all the blame 
         on our souls.
    


                        Foot Notes:
107] 
      First Mansions, ch. i. 1.
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[108] 
     There are two kinds of contemplation:
           ▪  acquired or natural, 
                   and
           ▪  infused or supernatural. 
In their widest sense, 
    including 
        many remarkable phenomena 
               of Natural religion, 
                        and, of course, 
        the most wonderful manifestations
               recorded in the Old Testament, 
 - they form the system called Mysticism 
           and 
 - are the proper object of Mystical theology.
Natural or acquired contemplation 
   is based upon an idealistic turn of  mind
       ◦ which enables the soul to gaze 
                 upon the Godhead
            (simple gaze, as St. Teresa calls it) 
       ◦ without approaching Him 
             by the laborious process
                    of reasoning, and 
         in so doing embraces Him 
             with its affective powers;
             like a person who, 
                 devoid of technical skill, 
             takes in and is enamoured
                 by, the beauty of a painting. 
Infused contemplation 
    is the highest act
      of the Gifts of the Holy Ghost 
      of Knowledge and Wisdom. 
It is often impossible,
      nor is it always essential, 
   to determine  where 
      acquired contemplation ends 
                    and 
      infused contemplation begins
But it should be borne in mind 
   that both the one and the other 
          are operations 
                and
       not merely a passive state 
           or mere fruition. 
Even the highest form of contemplation,
         the Beatific Vision, 
    is a supernatural act of the soul,
        an operation of unending duration. 
A ship moved by a gentle breeze 
  is rightly said to be actually sailing
      though the rowers are at rest.
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[109] 
     Life, ch. xii. 11.
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    Blog Addition:
11. Or it may be,
 as His Majesty has always been my Master-
       may He be blessed for ever!

for I am ashamed of myself
    that I can say so with truth--
that it was His good pleasure
   I should meet with no one
to whom I should be indebted in this matter.

So, without my wishing or asking it--
  I never was careful about this,
for that would have been a virtue in me,
   but only about vanity--

God gave me to understand
   with all distinctness in a moment,
and also enabled me to express myself,
  so that my confessors were astonished
but I more than they,
   because I knew my own dullness better.

It is not long since this happened.
And so that 
     which our Lord has not taught me,
          I seek not to know it,
     unless it be a matter 
         that touches my conscience.
              [ Life: Ch 12: #11 ] 
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[110] 
     Life, ch. xvii. 7.
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        Blog Addition:
7. There is another kind of union, 
    which, though not a perfect union,
 is yet more so 
    than the one of which I have  just spoken;  
but not so much so as this spoken of 
    as the third water
You, my father, will be delighted greatly
         if our Lord should bestow them all 
                upon you, 
         if you have them not already, 
   - to find an account of the matter 
          in writing, and 
   - to understand it
- for it is one grace 
       that our Lord gives grace; and 
- it is another grace 
         to understand 
            -- what grace and 
            -- what gift it is; and 
- it is another and further grace 
       to have the power
         --  to describe and explain it to others.
Though it does not seem 
     that more than the first of these--
   the giving of the grace--is necessary 
    - to enable the soul to advance 
           without confusion and fear, and 
    - to walk with the greater courage 
           in the way of our Lord, 
         trampling under foot 
           all the things of this world, 
it is a great advantage and 
       a great grace to understand it
     for every one who has it 
        has great reason to praise our Lord;   
     and so, also, has he 
        who has it not: 
     because His Majesty has bestowed it 
          upon some person living 
     who is to make us profit by it.
           [Life: Ch. 17: #7 ]
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[111] 
    Philippus a SS. Trinitate, 
    Summa Theologiae Mysticae, 
       pars iii. tract. i. disc. iii. art. 2. 
   (Philip of the Trinity: 
       Summa theologiae mysticae )
  Life, ch. xv.    11, 
                 xxii. 22, 23. 
  Way of Perf. ch. xvi. 4, 
                             xli. 2. 
  Concep. ch. v. 3.
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   Blog Addition:
 Life, ch. xv.    11
11. The only reason 
             ( the only work of the 
               Understanding/Intellect) 
 that ought to be admitted now is:
  - to understand clearly that
          there is no reason whatever,
              except His mere goodness,
          why God should grant us 
             so great a grace, and

   - to be aware that we are so near Him
                and
   - to pray to His Majesty for mercies,
   - to make intercession
       for the Church,
       for those who had been recommended 
                   to us
         and
       for the souls in purgatory,
    
   -- not, however, with noise of words,
         but with a heartfelt desire to be heard.

 This is a prayer that 
   -- contains much, and
   -- by it more is obtained than
        by many reflections 
            of the understanding.
- Let the will 
    -- stir up some of those reasons,
        which proceed from reason itself,
        --- to quicken its love,
                 such as the fact of 
                 its being in a better state, and 

- let it make certain acts of love,
      as what it will do for Him
            to whom it owes so much,--
   and that, as I said just now,
       without any noise 
              of the understanding,
    in the search after profound reflections.
   A little straw,
               --and it will be less than straw,
                  if we bring it ourselves,--
      laid on with humility
           will be more effectual here,
                       and 
           will help to kindle a fire
               more than many fagots 
           of most learned reasons,
        which, in my opinion, 
                 will put it out in a moment.
                [ Life: Ch. 15: # 11 ]
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  [ Life: Ch. 22: # 22, 23  excerpts ]
...How is it, I ask again,
that the same Lord brings it 
     to the perfection of virtue 
only in the course of time? ... 
                  [ Life: Ch. 22: # 22 ]
23
   ...the reason might be,
         that the soul does not despise itself 
               all at once, 
          till our Lord 
                 - instructs it by degrees, and 
                 - makes it resolute, and 
                 - gives it the strength of manhood,
            so that it may trample 
                    utterly upon everything
   He gave this strength to the Magdalene 
         in a moment. 
   He gives the same grace to others, 
      according to the measure 
          of their abandonment of themselves 
            into the hands of His Majesty,
      that He may do with them as He will. 
            [ Life: Ch. 22: # 23 ]
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Way of Perf. ch. xvi. 4, 
 ... this King does not allow Himself 
to   be taken except by one 
     who surrenders wholly to Him.
 [ Way of Perfection: Ch. 16: #4 excerpt]
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Concep. ch. v. 3.
3. ".... except in the case of people 
     to whom  our Lord gives some special call, 
        like St. Paul, whom He at once raised...
 God, as a rule 
        — indeed, nearly always — 
   keeps these very sublime...consolations 
   for those who have laboured greatly 
           in His service. 
These souls have 
    longed for His love and 
    striven to please Him in every way, 
    have fatigued themselves 
         by many years of meditation and search
            for their Bridegroom, and 
    are thoroughly weary of the world.
        [Conceptions Of The Love Of God: 
          Ch. 5: #3]
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[112] 
     S. Matt. xx. 15: 
      Aut non licet mihi quod volo facere?'
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  Blog Addition:
  Or, is it not lawful for me to do what I will?
   is thy eye evil, because I am good? 
  'Is it not lawful for me to do what I wish
    with what is my own? 
   Or is your eye envious
       because I am generous?'
   [Mt 20:15 ]
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    Way of Perf., ch. xix. 8. 
     Castle, M. iv. ch. ii. 4. 
 The first three mansions 
      of the Interior Castle 
  correspond with 
       the first water,'
               or 
       the prayer of Meditation, 
   explained in ch. xi-xiii. of the Life; 
   
 the fourth mansion, or the prayer of Quiet,
    with the second water,' 
     Life, ch. xiv. and xv.; 
the fifth mansion, or the prayer of Union,  
     with the 'third water',
       ' Life, ch. xvi. and xvii.; 
and the sixth mansion, ecstasy, etc., 
     with the 'fourth water,' 
         Life, ch. xviii.-xxi.
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      Blog Addition: 
 Castle, M. iv. ch. ii. 4. 
4. 
Such is the difference 
   between the two kinds of prayer. 
The water running through the aqueducts 
   resembles sensible devotion
   which is obtained by meditation. 
   We gain it by our thoughts, 
       by meditating on created things, and 
       by the labour of our minds; 
     in short, it is the result of our endeavours, 
     and so makes the commotion I spoke of, 
     while profiting the soul.     
The other fountain, 
    like divine consolations
  receives the water from the source itself
    which signifies God
as usual, 
when His Majesty wills to bestow on us 
   any supernatural favours, 
we experience the greatest peace, calm, and
sweetness in the inmost depths of our being;
 I know neither where nor how.
    [ Interior Castle: Mansion 4: Ch2: #4 ]
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      Ps. cxviii. 32. 
     Way of Perf. ch. xxviii. 11.
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   Ps. cxviii. 32. 
"I have run the way of thy commandments, 
 when thou didst enlarge my heart"
   [Psalm 119:32 ]
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[115] 
     Life, ch. iii. 1.
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[116]
      Life, ch. xii. 2-4.
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2. Of this kind are all those things which
      - produce a devotion
      - acquired in part
           by means of the understanding,
     though it can
           neither be merited
           nor had (aquired),
    if God grants it not.

It is best for a soul
  which God has not raised
      to a higher state than this
  not to try to rise of itself.

Let this be well considered,
  because all the soul will gain in that way
will be a loss.

In this state
 it can make
 - many acts of good resolutions
          to do much for God, and
      -- enkindle its love;
- other acts also, which
     -- may help the growth of virtues,
    according to that which is written
    in a book called The Art of Serving God,
    [1] a most excellent work, and
    profitable for those who are in this state,
   because the understanding is active now.

3. The soul may also
- place itself in the presence of Christ,
- and accustom itself to many acts of love
    directed to His sacred Humanity, and
- remain in His presence continually, and
- speak to Him,
- pray to Him in its necessities, and
- complain to Him of its troubles;
- be merry with Him in its joys, and
- yet not forget Him because of its joys.

All this it may do without set prayers,
but rather with words befitting
    its desires and its needs.

4. This is an excellent way
       whereby to advance,
       and that very quickly.

He that
   - will strive to have
         this precious companionship, and
   - will make much of it, and
   - will sincerely love our Lord,
        to whom we owe so much,
is one, in my opinion,
    who has made some progress.

There is therefore no reason why
   we should trouble ourselves
because we have no sensible devotion,
    as I said before. [2]

But let us rather give thanks to our Lord,
  who allows us to have
       a desire to please Him,
though our works be poor.

This practice of the presence of Christ
     - is profitable in all states of prayer, and
     - is a most safe way
         -- of advancing in the first state, and
         -- of attaining quickly to the second;
         -- and as for the last states,
               it secures us against those risks
               which the devil may occasion.
        [  Life, ch. xii. 2-4 ]
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      Found. ch. v. 2. 
      Way of Perf. ch. xxxi. 6, 12. 
       Life, ch. xv, 16,
                ch. XXX. 19.
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       Blog Addition:
Bk of Foundations: Ch. v.2.
      2. Perfect prayer
2. In the first place, 
I wish to show, 
  so far as my poor understanding is able, 
wherein lies the essence 
   of perfect prayer; 
for some I have met with,
 think the whole matter 
       lies in thinking, 
and so, 
  if they can think long about God, 
though by doing great violence 
    to themselves, 
they believe forthwith 
    that they are spiritual people; 
and if unable to hold out longer, 
  they turn to other occupations, 
however good, 
   they fall immediately 
         into great discomfort, 
and look upon themselves as lost. 
Learned men do not labour 
    under ignorance like this, 
yet I have found one who did so; 
but for us women 
  it is well we should be warned 
to beware of all ignorance 
  in these matters. 
I am not saying 
  that it is not a grace 
      from our Lord 
that a person should be always able 
  to persevere in meditation on His works
and it is right to make an effort to do so
but it must be understood 
that not every imagination is 
      by nature able to do it
but every soul is able to love Him
[and 
   perfection lies in that (loving God)
   rather than in thinking ].                       
I have already in another place                    
   spoken of the causes 
of the disorder 
    of our imagination 
          — not of all, I believe, 
              for that would be impossible, 
              but of some — 
and so I do not treat of them now, 
but I would rather show:
  that the soul is not 
      the power of thinking, and 
  that the will is not ordered by it, 
for that would be a sad state, 
    as I said just now, 
 seeing that 
   the good of the soul 
         does not consist in its thinking much, 
   but in its loving much
And if you were to ask 
   how  is this love to be had
My answer is, 
   - by a good resolution 
          to do and suffer for God, 
               and 
   - by carrying out that resolution 
               into action
          whenever the opportunity occurs. 
      [Bk of Foundations: Ch. 5: #2 ]
. . . . . . . . . . . . . .  .
Way of Perf. ch. xxxi. 6
      
"we can no more  control this prayer 
   than we can make the day break, 
   or stop night from falling; 
   it is supernatural and 
      something we cannot acquire.  
 ... but, being most unworthy 
        and undeserving of it,
   can only receive it with thanksgiving.  
                   --------
   It is well to seek greater solitude 
    so as to 
         make room for the Lord 
                       and
         allow His Majesty to do His own work
                 in us. 
    The most we should do is
   occasionally, and quite gently, 
         to utter a single word, 
    like a person  giving a little puff 
           to a candle, 
    when he sees it has almost gone out,
        so as to make it burn again; 
    Though, if it were fully alight...
       the only result of blowing it would be 
               to put it out. 
     I think the puff  should be a gentle one  
      because, if we begin to tax our brains 
           by making  up long speeches, 
     the will may become active again.
[ Way of Perfection: Ch31 : # 6,7 excerpts ]
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Way of Perf. ch. xxxi.  12. 
When one of you finds herself 
   in this sublime state of prayer, 
          which...is most markedly supernatural,
                   and 
  the understanding (or... the thought) 
   wanders off after the most ridiculous things 
          in the world,  she should 
   - laugh at it  and 
   - treat it as the silly thing it is, and 
   - remain in her state of quiet. 
   For thoughts will come and go,
   but the will is mistress and all-powerful, 
        and will recall them 
      without your having  to trouble about it. 
But if you try to drag the understanding 
    back by force, 
you lose your power over it, 
    which comes from your taking and receiving 
       that Divine sustenance, and 
neither will nor understanding will gain, 
but both will be losers... 
[ Way of Perfection: Ch31 : # 12 ]
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    Blog Addition:        
   Life, ch. xv, 16,

   And if the soul is
     - humble,
     - indifferent to, and
     - detached from,
          all joy, however spiritual, and
     - if it loves the cross,
   it will make no account of the sweetness
            which Satan sends.

   But it cannot so deal with that  
             which comes from the Spirit of God;
   Of that it will make much.
           [ Life, ch. xv, 16] 
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       Life,  ch. XXX. 19.
19. Sometimes I 
        laugh at myself, and 
        recognise my wretchedness:
     I watch my understanding, and 
        leave it alone to see what it will do. 
     ... runs ...considering what is going 
        on here, or there, or elsewhere.
I see then, more and more, 
    the exceeding great mercy of our Lord 
           to me, 
   when He keeps this lunatic 
           bound in the chains 
           of perfect contemplation. 
I am very sorry 
    when I see my soul in such bad company;
I long to see it delivered therefrom, and 
   so I say to our Lord: 
When, O my God,
       shall I see my whole soul praising Thee,
   that it may have the fruition of  Thee 
        in all its faculties? 
  Let me be no longer, O Lord, thus 
      torn to pieces,
          and every one of them, as it were, 
      running in a different direction...
     [ Life, ch. 30: #19 ] 
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     Life, ch. xv. 9, 10.
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   Blog Addition:
     Life, ch. xv. 9, 10.
9. What the soul has to do at those seasons
  wherein it is raised to the prayer of quiet
      is nothing more than to
-   be gentle and 
-   without noise.
    -- By noise, I mean
        going about with the understanding
           in search of words and reflections
        ---whereby to give God thanks 
                     for this grace, and
        --- heaping up its sins and imperfections
                  together
             to show that it does not deserve it.

All this commotion takes place now, and 
- the understanding comes forward, and 
- the memory is restless,
  and certainly to me these powers
            bring much weariness at times;
                
for, though my memory is not strong,
       I cannot control it.

Let the will 
  - quietly and wisely understand
     -- that it is not by dint of labour on our part
     -- that we can converse 
           to any good purpose  with God, 
                 and
     -- that our own efforts are only 
                 great logs of  wood,
          laid on without discretion
                 to quench this little spark; and

  - let it confess this, and in humility say,
     -- O Lord, what can I do here?
     -- what has the servant to do 
                 with her Lord,
          and earth 
                 with heaven?
        
     -- or words of love 
          that suggest themselves now,
          firmly grounded in the conviction
                that what it says is truth; and 
 - let it make no account 
         of the understanding,
        which is simply tiresome.

10
And if the will 
    - wishes to communicate
            to the understanding 
        any portion of that the fruition
           of which itself has entered on,
                          or 
    - if it labours
         to make the understanding recollected,
  it shall not succeed; 

 for it will often happen
       that the will is in union and at rest,
       while the understanding is 
           in extreme disorder.

- It is better for it 
           to leave it alone,
                     and 
          not to run after (the Understanding)
  I am speaking of the will;

For the will should 
   - abide in the fruition of that grace,
   - recollected itself, 
             like the prudent bee;
     for if no bees entered the hive,
        and each of them wandered abroad
            in search of the rest,
     the honey would hardly be made.

   
  In the same way, the soul will lose much
          if it be not careful now,
       especially if the understanding be acute;
     for when it begins to make reflections
         and search for reasons,
       it will think at once 
               that it is doing something
           if its reasons and reflections are good.
         [ Life: Ch. 15: #9, 10 ]
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   Second Relation
         addressed to Fr. Rodrigo Alvarez.
  (See the book, "The Relations" 
      at the end of   "The Life" 
    Translated by Lewis,
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     Way of Perf. ch. xxxiii. 8. 
      Life, ch. xxi. S. 
      Rel. ii. 12.
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         Blog Addition:
           Life, ch. xxi. S. 
  ...All this makes one risk life; 
       for I long frequently to lose mine,  
                    and
    that would be to lose a little 
       for the chance of gaining much; 
  for surely it is not possible to live, 
  when we see with our eyes 
         the great delusion 
                   wherein we are walking, 
                    and
         the blindness
                    in which we are living.
           [ Life: Ch. 21: #5 ]
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[121] 
     According to Fr. Gracian,
      the Saint here refers to Cant. viii. 1:
      Et jam me nemo despiciat.'
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[122] 
      Way of Perf. ch. xvii. 2.
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[123] 
      Way of Perf. ch, xxxi. 9.
     




                    End of  
                     
       of  Mansion 4 Chapter 1
              The Interior Castle
                           or
                The Mansions 
             of S. Teresa of Jesus 
   of the Order of our Lady of Carmel