Wednesday, January 4, 2012

Mansion 2 - Ch 1 - "The Interior Castle" or "The Mansions" - St. Teresa of Avila - Teresa of Jesus


 The Interior Castle  or  The Mansions  
              of S. Teresa of Jesus 
 of the Order of our Lady of Carmel  
     THE SECOND MANSIONS
              Chapter 1 
            ( Only Chapter )
 ▪ Treats 
    - Of The Great Importance
          Of Perseverance 
       In Order To Enter The Last Mansions, 
                And 
    - Of The Fierce War 
       The Devil Wages Against Us. 
 ▪ How Essential It Is 
       To Take The Right Path
     From The Very Commencement 
       Of Our Journey. 
 ▪ A Method Of Action 
    Which Has Proved Very Efficacious.





         Chapter  Contents
    1. Souls in the second mansions. 
    2. Their state. 
    3. Their sufferings.
    4. They cannot get rid 
             of their imperfections. 
    5. How God calls these souls. 
    6. Perseverance is essential. 
    7. Temptations of the devil. 
    8. Delusion of earthly joys. 
    9. God alone to be loved. 
  10. Reasons for continuing the journey.  
  11. War fare of the devil. 
  12. Importance of  choice of friends. 
  13. Valour required. 
  14. Presumption of expecting
            spiritual consolations at first. 
  15. In the Cross is strength. 
  16. Our falls should raise us higher. 
  17. Confidence and perseverance. 
  18. Recollection. 
  19. Why we must practise prayer. 
  20. Meditation kindles love.



THE SECOND MANSIONS
         Chapter 1
          

    1. Souls in the second mansions. 
1
Now let us consider 
 - which are the souls
    that enter the second mansions
         and 
 - what they do there: 
  I do not wish to enlarge 
      on this subject, 
   having already treated it 
       very fully elsewhere,                    [64]   
 for I could not avoid repeating myself, 
   as my memory is very bad. 
 If I could state my ideas
    in another form 
  they would not weary you, 
    for we never tire of reading books 
  on this subject, numerous as they are. 
    2. Their state. 
2
In this part of the castle are found 
   souls which have begun 
         to practise prayer;
they realize the importance 
   of their not remaining 
         in the first mansions, 
yet often lack determination 
   to quit their present condition
by avoiding occasions of sin, 
   which is a very perilous state to be in.
    3. Their sufferings.

3
However, it is a great grace 
  that they 
    - should sometimes make good
         their escape from the vipers 
           and poisonous creatures around them
                and
    - should understand the need 
         of avoiding them
In some way these souls suffer 
           a great deal more 
     than those in the first mansions, 
    although not in such danger, 
       - as they begin to understand their peril 
              and
       - there are great hopes 
            of their entering farther into the castle

I say that they suffer a great deal more, 
  for those in an earlier stage 
      are like deaf-mutes 
                     and 
      are not so distressed 
            at being unable to speak, 
  while the others, 
        who can hear but cannot talk, 
   find it much harder. 
At the same time, 
  it is 
    - better not to be deaf, and 
    - a decided advantage to hear
           what is said to us.
   4. They cannot get rid 
             of their imperfections. 

4
These souls hear our Lord calling them
   for as they approach nearer
         to where His Majesty dwells 
   He proves a loving Neighbour,
    though they may still be engaged
       in the amusements and business, 
       the pleasures and vanities of this world. 
While in this state 
   we continually fall into sin and rise again, 


   for the creatures 
          amongst whom we dwell 
    are so venomous, 
           so vicious, and 
           so dangerous, 
    that it is almost impossible
        to avoid being tripped up by them. 

Yet such are the pity and compassion 
   of this Lord of ours, 
   so desirous is He
      that we should seek Him 
           and enjoy His company, 
    that in one way or another 
      He never ceases calling us to Him
So sweet is His voice, 
   that the poor soul is disconsolate 
        at being unable 
             to follow His bidding at once, 
and therefore, as I said, 
  suffers more 
      than if it could not hear Him.
   5. How God calls these souls. 
5
I do not mean 
 that divine communications and inspirations 
     received in this mansion 
  are the same 
     as those I shall describe later on; 
God here speaks to souls 
     - through words uttered by pious people, 
     - by sermons or good books, 
           and 
     - in many other such ways. 
Sometimes He calls souls 
    - by means of sickness or troubles, 
           or 
    - by some truth He teaches them 
          during prayer, 
    for tepid as they may be 
       in seeking Him, 
    yet God holds them very dear.
    6. Perseverance is essential. 
  
6
Do not think lightly, sisters, 
   of this first grace

  nor be downcast
    if you have not responded immediately 
       to Our Lord's voice, 

    for His Majesty is willing 
       to wait for us 
             many a day and 
             even many a year,
     especially when He sees perseverance 
          and good desires in our hearts.
Perseverance is the first essential
With this we are sure to profit greatly. 
However, 
the devils now fiercely assault the soul 
   in a thousand different ways: 
  it suffers more than ever, 
  because formerly it was mute and deaf, 
    or at least could hear very little, 
  and offered but feeble resistance, 
    like one who has almost 
           lost all hope of victory.
  7. Temptations of the devil. 
7
Here, however, 
the Understanding 
     being more vigilant 
          and 
the powers 
    more on the alert, 
  we cannot avoid hearing the fighting 
      and cannonading around us. 
For now the devils set on us 
   the reptiles, 
that is to say,
   thoughts about the world and its joys 
      which they picture as unending;
 they remind us 
      of the high esteem 
           men held us in, 
      of our friends and relations; 
they tell us 
   how the penances 
        which souls in this mansion
     always begin to wish to perform 
        would injure our health: 
     in fine, the evil spirits place 
         a thousand impediments in the way.
    8. Delusion of earthly joys. 

8. 
O Jesus! 
What turmoil the devils cause
    in the poor soul! 

How unhappy it feels, 
   not knowing whether 
       to go forward 
               or 
       to return to the first mansion! 
On the other hand, 
Reason shows it the delusion 
     of overrating worldly things, 
while faith teaches 
     what alone can satisfy its cravings. 
Memory reminds the soul 
    how all earthly joys end, 
      recalling the death of those 
      who lived at ease; 
    how some died suddenly 
        and were soon forgotten, 
    how others, once so prosperous, 
        are now buried beneath the ground 
        and men pass by the graves 
        where they lie, the prey of worms,  [65]   
while the mind recalls 
    many other such incidents.
   9. God alone to be loved. 

9
The Will 
    - inclines to love Our Lord 
                    and 
    - longs to make some return to Him 
           Who is so amiable, 
                    and 
          Who has given so many proofs 
                    of His love,
        especially by His constant presence 
              with the soul, 
       which this faithful Lover never quits, 
               ever accompanying it 
                    and 
               giving it life and being. 
The Understanding aids  by showing 
 ▪ that however many years 
        life might last, 
      no one could ever wish for a better friend 
        than God; 
 ▪ that the world is full of falsehood, 
              and 
 ▪ that the worldly pleasures 
      pictured by the devil to the mind 
    were but troubles and cares 
      and annoyances in disguise.
 10. Reasons for continuing the journey. 
  
10
Reason convinces the soul 
  that, as outside its interior castle 
        are found neither peace nor security, 
   it should cease to seek 
        another home abroad,

   its own being full of riches 
        that it can enjoy at will.


Besides, 
it is not every one 
    who, like itself, possesses 
   - all he needs
         within his own dwelling,
          and above all, 
   - such a Host, 
         Who will give it 
               all it can desire, 
   unless, like the prodigal son, 
   it chooses to go astray 
         and feed with the swine.                  [66]   
Surely these arguments are strong enough 
   to defeat the devil's wiles! 

But, O my God, 
how the force of worldly habits 
    and the example of others 
             who practise them 
   ruin everything! 
Our faith is so dead 
  that we trust 
     less to its teaching
     than to what is visible, 
    though, indeed, we see 
    that worldly lives bring nothing 
         but unhappiness. 

All this results 
   from those venomous thoughts I described, 
which, unless we are very careful, 
   will deform the soul 
as the sting of a viper poisons 
    and swells the body.
11. War fare of the devil. 
11
When this happens, 
    great care is evidently needed to cure it,  
              and
only God's signal mercy 
    prevents its resulting in death. 
Indeed, 
the soul passes through severe trials 
    at this time, 
especially when the devil perceives 
    from a person's character and behaviour
 that she is likely 
    to make very great progress
for then all hell will league together 
    to force her to turn back. 

O my Lord! 
what need there is here
    that, by Thy mercy
Thou shouldst prevent the soul 
    from being deluded
into forsaking the good begun! 
Enlighten it to see 
that its welfare consists
     in perseverance in the right way, 
                 and 
     in the withdrawing from bad company.
  12. Importance of  choice of friends. 

12
It is of the utmost importance 
     for the beginner 
   to associate with those 
      who lead a spiritual life,             [67]   
and not only with those 
     in the same mansion as herself,
 but with others 
      - who have travelled farther
                into the castle
      - who will 
            aid her greatly 
                    and 
           draw her to join them.

The soul should firmly resolve 
    never to submit to defeat, 

for if the devil sees it staunchly determined 
     to lose life and comfort and all
           that he can offer, 
     rather than return to the first mansion,
           he will the sooner leave it alone.
 13. Valour required. 
  
13
Let the Christian be valiant; 
let him not be like those 
   who lay down to drink from the brook 
when they went to battle
    (I do not remember when).                   [68]   
Let him 
   - resolve to go forth
        to combat with the host of demons,
                and 
   - be convinced that there is 
        no better weapon than the cross
I have already said,                                 [69]
yet it is of such importance
   that I repeat it here: 
let no one think on starting 
   of the reward to be reaped: 
this would be a very ignoble way 
   of commencing 
      such a large and stately building. 
If built on sand,
   it would soon fall down.                       [70]
Souls who acted thus 
  would continually suffer 
      from discouragement and temptations, 
  for in these mansions no manna rains;
                                                                 [71]

farther on,
   the soul is pleased with all that comes, 
because it desires nothing 
   but what God wills.
14. Presumption of expecting
            spiritual consolations at first. 
14
What a farce it is! 
Here are we, 
   with a thousand obstacles,
   drawbacks, and imperfections 
       within ourselves, 
our virtues so newly born 
  that they have scarcely the strength to act 
      (and God grant that they exist at all!) 
yet we are not ashamed 
  to expect sweetness in prayer 
             and 
  to complain of feeling dryness.             [72]
  15. In the Cross is strength. 
  
15
Do not act thus, sisters; 
Embrace the cross your Spouse bore 
   on His shoulders; 
Know that your motto should be: 
  'Most happy she who suffers most 
      if it be for Christ!'                             [73]   
All else should be looked upon 
   as secondary: 
   if our Lord give it you, 
          render Him grateful thanks. 
You may imagine 
(that) you would be resolute 
    in enduring external trials 
if God gave you interior consolations: 
His Majesty knows best 
    what is good for us;
    It is not for us 
       to advise Him 
    how to treat us, 
    for He has the right to tell us 
      that we know not what we ask.         [74] 
Remember,
 it is of the greatest importance
    --the sole aim 
          of one beginning to practise prayer
       should be 
          - to endure trials, 
                and 
          - to resolve and strive to the utmost 
                of her power 
            to conform her own will
                to the will of God.                  [75]   
Be certain that in this 
    consists all the greatest perfection
        to be attained in the spiritual life
    as I will explain later. 
She who practises this most perfectly 
   - will receive from God 
          the highest reward 
                and 
  - is the farthest advanced on the right road. 
Do not imagine 
  that we have need 
        of a cabalistic formula 
        or any other occult 
        or mysterious thing 
     to attain it
our whole welfare consists 
     in doing the will of God. 
If we start with the false principle 
   of wishing God
         to follow our will and 
         to lead us in the way we think best, 
  upon what firm foundation 
      can this spiritual edifice rest?
16. Our falls should raise us higher. 
  
16
Let us endeavour to do our best: 
beware of the poisonous reptiles
   --that is to say, 
       the bad thoughts and aridities 
         which are often permitted by God 
                 to assail and torment us 
         so that we cannot repel them. 
Indeed, perchance we feel their sting! 
He allows this to teach us
    to be more on our guard in the future 
               and 
    to see whether we grieve much
        at offending Him. 
Therefore 
   if you occasionally lapse into sin, 
        do not 
           lose heart and 
           cease trying to advance, 
       for God will draw good 
         even out of our falls
     like the merchant who sells theriac, 
        who first takes poison, 
                then the theriac, 
           to prove the power of his elixir.   [76]   
This combat 
   - would suffice  to teach us 
          to amend our habits 
       if we realized our failings 
          in no other way, 
                and 
   - would show us the injury 
         we receive from a life of dissipation. 
Can any evil be greater
    than that we find at home? 
What peace can we hope to find elsewhere, 
    if we have none within us? 
What friends or kindred can be 
    so close and intimate 
        as the powers of our soul, 
    which, whether we will or no, 
        must ever bear us company?
These seem to wage war on us 
  as if they knew the harm 
      our vices had wrought them. 
'Peace, peace be unto you,' 
   my sisters, 
        as our Lord said,
and many a time 
         proclaimed to His Apostles.        [77]   
Believe me, 
if we neither possess nor strive 
    to obtain this peace at home
we shall never find it abroad.
17. Confidence and perseverance. 

17
By the blood 
    which our Lord shed for us, 
I implore those 
    who have not yet begun 
            to enter into themselves,
    to stop this warfare: 
I beg those 
     already started in the right path, 
         not to let the combat turn them 
         back from it. 
Let them 
  - reflect that a relapse 
        is worse than a fall, 
               and 
  - see what ruin it would bring. 
They should confide in God's mercy, 
   trusting nothing in themselves; 
Then they will see
    how His Majesty 
        - will lead them 
               from one mansion to another
                      and 
        - will set them in a place 
             where these wild beasts can 
                 no more touch or annoy them, 
             but will be entirely at their mercy 
                 and merely objects of ridicule. 
Then, even in this life, 
  they will enjoy a far greater happiness 
     than they are able even to desire.
 18. Recollection. 
18
As I said at the beginning of this work, 
  I have explained elsewhere                   [78]
how you should behave 
  when the devil thus disturbs you. 
I also told you 
  that the habit of recollection
     is not to be gained
           by force of arms, 
           but with calmness, 
  which will enable you to practise it 
     for a longer space of time.                  [79]   
I will say no more now, 
  except that 
    I think it very helpful 
        for those of you 
    who are beginners to consult 
        persons experienced in such matters, 
 lest you imagine
     that you are injuring yourselves 
 by leaving your prayer 
      to perform any necessary duties. 
This is not the case; 
Our Lord will direct such things 
    to our profit, 
although we may have no one 
    to counsel us.                                    [80]   
The only remedy for having given up 
    a habit of recollection 
is to recommence it,
otherwise the soul will continue to lose it  
     more and more every day,
                   and 
God grant it may realize its danger.
  19. Why we must practise prayer. 
19
You may think, 
  that if it is so very injurious to desist, 
      it would have been better 
          never to have begun, 
                 and 
          to have remained outside the castle. 
But, as I began by saying, 
and as God Himself declares: 
   'He that loves danger shall perish by it,' [81]   
and the door 
  by which we must enter this castle 
       is prayer. 


Remember, 
  we must get to heaven, 

     and 
  it would be madness to think 
     we could do so 
  without sometimes 
     retiring into our souls 
      so as to 
           - know ourselves, 
                              or 
           - thinking 
                   of our failings 
                             and
                   of what we owe to God, 
                             or 
          - frequently imploring His mercy. 

Our Lord also says, 
  'No man cometh to the Father 
   but by Me'                                            [82]   
  (I am not sure 
     whether this quotation is correct, 
   but I think so), 
         and, 
   'He that seeth Me,
         seeth the Father also.'                [83]
                                                               
  20. Meditation kindles love.
20
If we never 
      look up at Him 
               and 
      reflect on what we owe Him 
          for having died for us, 
  I do not understand 
      how we can
           - know Him, 
                or 
           - perform good deeds in His service. 
What value is there in faith without works?
and 
what are they worth 
   if they are not united to the merits 
       of Jesus Christ, our only good? 
What would incite us to love our Lord 
   unless we thought of Him? 
May He give us grace to understand 
   how much we cost Him;
 that the servant is not above his lord'     [84] ;
 that we must toil for Him 
     if we would enjoy His glory; 
and 
  prayer is a necessity 
   to prevent us from constantly falling 
         into temptation.                                     [85]
        ______________________ 


                  Foot Notes:
[64] 
    Life, ch. xi-xiii. [ch 9 - 13]
    Way of Perf. ch. xx.-xxix. [ch 20-29]
  
       _______________________
[65] 
   'How many, thinking to live long, 
     have been deceived and unexpectedly 
         have been snatched away! 
   How often hast thou heard 
   that such a one was slain by the sword;  
     another drowned; 
     another, falling from on high, 
           broke his neck; 
     this man died at the table; 
     that other came to his death 
        while he was at play. . . . 
   Thus death is the end of all; 
      and man's life passeth suddenly 
            like a shadow'
     (Imitation, bk. 1. ch. xxiii. 7). 
   The edition of the Imitation 
      known to St. Teresa 
    under the title of  "Contemptus Mundi"
      was translated by Luis de Granada,
     printed at Seville in 1536, 
                  at Lisbon in 1542, and 
                  at Alcala in 1548.
     See Life, ch. xxxix. 21, note.
       _______________________

[66] 
   St. Luke xv. 16: 
   Et cupiebat implere ventrem suum 
     de siliquis quas porci manducabant.'
       _______________________
[67] 
    Life, ch. vii. 33-37; 
                   xvi. 1 2; 
                   xxx. 6. 
    Way of Perfection, ch. vi. 1; 
                                         vii. 4.
       _______________________
[68] 
    With Gideon. 
     Jud. vii. 5: 
     'Qui lingua lambuerint aquas,
     sicut solent canes lambere, 
     separabis eos seorsum.'
    Blog Note;
     This footnote refers to Judges 7:5
     "...who shall lap the water 
        with their tongues, 
               as dogs are wont to lap, 
          thou shalt set apart by themselves"
     St. Teresa stated ( paragraph #13 )
       "Let the Christian be valiant; 
       let him not be like those 
       who lay down to drink from the brook 
              when they went to battle"
       She has been talking about 
          Humility - to rely on God, not oneself
                         and 
         "Perseverance in the right way"
       because "the soul passes 
               through severe trials" 
       and the devil will try
             "to force her to turn back".
     Judges 7:2
     And the Lord said to Gedeon: 
     The people that are with thee are many,  
      and Madian shall not be delivered 
              into their hands: 
     lest Israel should glory against me,
     and say: 
     I was delivered by my own strength.
    Judges 7:3
     Whosoever is fearful and timorous, 
            let him return.
         but they that shall drink bowing down 
         their knees...
         By... (these) men , I will save you,  
         and deliver Madian into thy hand"
       _______________________
[69] 
    Life, ch. xi 16.
     . . . . . . . 
   Blog Addition:
   "He must...consider it 
           as the greatest favour
       to labour in the garden
           of so great an Emperor...
                     
   His purpose must not be 
           to please himself,
           but (to please God)
...
  
   Let him help Him to carry the Cross, and
   Let him think how He carried it 
            all His life long;
   Let him not seek his kingdom here,
      nor ever intermit his prayer...
   Let him resolve,
        if this aridity should last 
               even his whole life long,
       never to let Christ fall down 
               beneath the Cross.
               [Life, ch. xi 16.
                Translated by D. Lewis ]
       _______________________
[70] 
    St. Matt. vii. 26, 27: 
     Qui edificavit domum suam 
      super arenam . .
.     et fuit ruina illius magna.'
       _______________________
[71] 
    Ps. lxxvii. 24: 
    Pluit illis manna ad manducandum.' 
    Way of Perf. ch. x. 4.
     . . . . . . . 
     Blog addition:
    "humility and mortification...
    It is to possess these virtues...
       that you must labour...
   for, when you have obtained them, 
      you will also obtain the manna; 
   all things will taste well to you; 
        and, 
    however much 
       the world may dislike their savour, 
       to you,  they will be sweet."
        [ Way of Perf. ch. x. 4. ] 
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[72] 
    Life, ch. xii. 5.
    . . . . . . . . . 
    Blog addition:
   "He who would
       pass out of this state, and
       upraise his spirit,
    in order to taste consolations denied him,
     will, in my opinion, lose 
            both the one and the other...  

   As the foundation of the whole building
       is humility,
    the nearer we draw unto God
    the more this virtue should grow;
          if it does not, everything is lost.

    It seems to be a kind of pride
       when we seek to ascend higher,
    seeing that God descends so low,
       when He allows us,
          being what we are,
     to draw near unto Him."
       [ Life, ch. xii. 5. ]
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[73] 
    Way of Perf. ch. xvii. 6; 
                               xxiii. 1.
     . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . .
    Blog Addition:
    From Paragraph #15
    "Embrace the cross your Spouse bore 
                 on His shoulders... 
      'Most happy she who suffers most 
      if it be for Christ!'  "
  From: Way of Perf. ch. 17 # 6
  "Remember 
   that there must be someone 
      to cook the meals and count
            yourselves happy 
     in being able to serve like Martha. 
   Reflect that true  humility 
      consists to a great extent 
   in being 
      - ready for what the Lord desires 
              to do with you  
                    and 
      - happy that He should do it, 
                and
   in always considering yourselves unworthy
      to be called His servants. 
   If contemplation and 
        mental and vocal prayer and 
        tending the sick and
        serving in the house and 
        working at even the lowliest tasks 
     are of service to the Guest 
        who comes 
            to stay with us and 
            to eat and take His recreation with us, 
  what should it matter to us 
        if we do one of these things 
        rather than another?"
            [ Way of Perf. ch. 17: # 6 ]
     . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . .
   "...it is most important that from the first 
     we should be very resolute, 
      and for this there are so many reasons ....
    One is that 
     when we decide to give anything
     --such as this slight effort of recollection--
         to Him 
      Who has given us so much,
              and 
       Who is continually giving, 
     it would be wrong for us 
       - not to be entirely resolute in doing so
                     and 
       - to act like a person who 
              lends something and 
              expects to get it back again....
               [ Way of Perf. ch. 23 #1 ]
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[74] 
    St. Matt. xx. 22: 
      Nescitis quid petatis.'
    . . . . . . . . . . . .
    Blog Addition:
    Mt 20:20  - 20:23
    "Then came to Him the mother 
        of the sons of Zebedee with her sons, 
      adoring and asking something of him.
   Who said to her: What wilt thou? 
    She saith to Him: 
    Say that these my two sons may sit, 
       the one on thy right hand, and 
       the other on thy left, in thy kingdom.
    And Jesus answering, said: 
    You know not what you ask. 
    Can you drink the chalice 
        that I shall drink? 
    They say to him: We can.
     He saith to them: 
     My chalice indeed you shall drink; 
     but to sit on my right or left hand 
        is not mine to give to you, 
     but to them 
        for whom it is prepared by my Father.
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[75] 
     Way of Perf. ch. xvi. 2. 
      Foundations. ch. v. 2, 3. 
      Life, ch. iv. II; 
               ch  xi. 20.
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     Blog addition: 
    
     From Paragraph #15
        --the sole aim 
          of one beginning to practise prayer
       should be...  
            to conform her own will
                to the will of God."   
   "There is no queen who can beat this King
         as well as humility can; 
      for humility brought Him 
         down from Heaven 
             into the Virgin's womb 
      and with humility we can draw Him 
             into our souls...  
     I cannot understand 
         how  humility exists...without love, 
             or love without humility,
    and it is impossible for these two virtues 
      to exist 
    save where there is great detachment 
         from all created things.
              [ Way of Perf. ch.16: #2 ]
          . . . . . . . . .
    "...wherein lies the essence 
           of perfect prayer...
    ...a grace from our Lord 
    that a person should be always able 
         to persevere in meditation on His works, 
    and it is right to make an effort to do so; 
    but it must be understood 
      that not every imagination is 
            by nature able to do it, 
      but every soul is able to love Him, 
    [and 
      perfection lies in that (loving God)
      rather than in thinking ]...                

   the good of the soul 
         does not consist 
      in its thinking much, 
   but in its loving much. 
   And if you were to ask 
       how is this love to be had, 
   My answer is, 
   - by a good resolution 
          to do and suffer for God
               and 
   - by carrying out that resolution 
               into action
          whenever the opportunity occurs."
             [  Foundations. ch. 5: # 2, 3.  ]
     . . . . . . . . . . . . . . .
             
   "When I took the habit, 
         our Lord at once made me understand 
     how He helps those 
           who do violence to themselves 
            ( make sacrifices, do penances)
         in order to serve Him... 
     and God converted the aridity of my soul 
         into the greatest tenderness...
     and it is true that now and then 
     I used to sweep the house 
          during those hours of the day 
     which I had formerly spent 
          on my amusements and my dress; 
     and, calling to mind 
     that I was delivered from such follies, 
     I was filled with a new joy 
            that surprised me, 
     nor could I understand whence it came.
           ...[ Life: Ch. 4: #2 ]
       
              . . . . . . . . . . . . .
     "...the soul, which, begins to walk 
            in the way of mental prayer 
                with resolution, 
      and is determined not to care much, 
            neither to rejoice 
            nor to be greatly afflicted, 
     whether sweetness and tenderness fail it, 
            or our Lord grants them, 
     has already travelled 
            a great part of the road. 
               [  Life: Ch 11: 20   ]
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[76] 
    A drug greatly in vogue until recent times. 
     It was composed of all the essences
      supposed to contain life-giving 
      and life-preserving qualities 
           of animals and plants.
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[77] 
     St. Luke xxiv. 36. 
     St. John xx. 19.
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[78] 
    Life, ch. xi. and 
             ch  xix. 8. 
    Way of Perfection, ch. xxiii. 3.
           . . . . . . . . . . . . . .
     Blog Addition:
     Life, ch. xi.  

     From Paragraph #18 
     St. Teresa wrote regarding
      "...how you should behave 
        when the devil thus disturbs you."
     "I suffered so much 
       because I (blindly) thought 
         it showed but little humility 
               if I persevered in prayer 
                      when I was so wicked, 
        that...I gave it up for a year....
    This could not have been...anything else 
          but to throw myself down into hell; 
     there was no need of any devils 
          to drag me thither.
     O my God, was there ever blindness 
       so great as this?
     How well  Satan prepares his measures 
       for his purpose, 
     when he pursues us in this way!   
     The traitor knows 
      that he has already lost that soul which
        - perseveres in prayer, and 
        - that every fall 
                    which (satan) can bring about 
           helps (the soul), 
                by the goodness of God, 
           to make greater progress
                 in (God's) service. 
                   [ Life: ch  19: #8 ]
  
             . . . . . . . . . . . . 
     "Provided the intention remains firm, 
       my God is not in the least meticulous;  
     ...if you are trying to please Him
                in any way, 
     He will assuredly accept that as your gift
     ...let them make some effort, 
     for this Lord of ours will 
         reckon everything we do to our credit
                 and 
         accept everything we want to give Him. 
    In drawing up our reckoning, 
        He is 
              not in the least exacting,
              but generous; 
     however large the amount 
        we may owe Him, 
     it is a small thing for Him to forgive us. 
     And, as to paying us, 
     He is so careful about this 
       that you need have no fear 
       He will leave us without our reward 
      if only we 
            raise our eyes to Heaven 
                    and 
            remember Him.
              [ Way of Perfection, ch. xxiii. 3. ]
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[79] 
    Way of Perf. ch. xix. 3.
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    Blog Addition:
    In Paragragh #18, St. Teresa said:
       "the habit of recollection
           is not to be gained
              by force of arms, 
              but with calmness..."
  
    "Water has three properties 
     One of them is that of cooling things; 
      ...water tempers the heat, and
      it will even put out a large fire, 
        except when there is tar in the fire, 
      in which case... it only cause  it 
          to burn the more!  
              [ Way of Perf. ch. 19. 3.]
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[80] 
    Way of Perf. ch. xxiii. 3.
     (Blog Note: see footnote # 78 )
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[81] 
    Ecclus. iii. 27: 
     Qui amat periculum, in illo peribit.'
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[82] 
    St. John xiv. 6: 
      Nemo venit ad Patrem, nisi per Me.'
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[83] 
    St. John xiv. 9. 
      Qui videt me, videt et Patrem.'
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[84] 
    St. Matt. x. 24: 
     Nec servus super dominum suum.'
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 [85] 
    St. Matt. xxvi. 41: 
     Orate ut non intretis in tentationem.'

     . . . . . . . . .
    Blog Addition: 
    "Watch ye: and 
      pray that ye enter not into temptation.
     The spirit indeed is willing, 
            but the flesh is weak."




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